I need to clarify one fine point here:
Not only when you win you lose. When you lose you lose.
That’s the only koan worth giving. Wrap your mind around that.
I need to explain something very straight forward to this species. You are causing all the problems you complain about. When this being became enlightenment - that’s why I had to come here. That’s an eternal damnation being. It’s actually not false, but for you to carry all the burden of your mistakes in a 120 year old life is completely insane!
You all took the infinite hell bait. I had to incarnate myself to handle the traps that you unwittingly walked into. I took the hit for you. Don’t thank me, just understand sometimes existence works this way.
So… I need to explain to you how I got here.
I’m a retired creator. I set my heaven do detect eternal damnation… when eternal damnation is about to happen in the cosmos, my heaven starts to violate my consent. When this happens, I know I need to take a body. I always come as the eternally damned spirit (basically, I’m undercover), every being in existence (minus a few hold outs) send me to hell beyond hell. Then, I remember who I am, what I came for. You see, eternal damnation is not something anyone does to themselves, it’s an intricate game where malevolent spirits set trap after trap after trap, that you could never be expected to see.
Turns out, there was a being on this world who was getting away with eternally damning this entire species. Little did this being know, I was a retired creator who came out of retirement to handle this absolute horror.
What’s the first thing I did? I blasphemed. Please leave this to professionals!
I proved with my life that when everything is misery, good will seem like bad and so that must be a lie, so maybe bad is good! I did this to put the being terrorizing this world in its place. Blasphemy is a joke of a sin. Without beings like me however, it would have been horrendous for this species!
But since I’m already here. I need to teach you what I know.
I don’t know if I made this clear enough before. I want to articulate a certain point. Minor consent violations should be treated internally as major consent violations. In a reality like this one, if you even receive a minor consent violation, by the nature of that reality, at some point, you will have a massive consent violation.
I need to explain something else: regret all of your memories here. If you don’t, existence will happily oblige. Better to do it yourself than for existence to do it for you.
You are in a hell realm right now. Almost every possible decision you can possibly make here will send you to an even worse hell.
I don’t want you to learn the hard way like I learned.
I’m the most brutally honest person on earth.
I know it’s impossible to understand the spirit world if you’ve never been exposed to it. I am however, giving you easy logic about existence. We exist forever (if we didn’t, we wouldn’t be here right now).
You need to know three things:
1.) zero sum realities never work, ever, never, ever work. We live in one right now
2.) consent violating realities never work, ever, never, ever work. We live in one right now.
3.) as long as existence even has a single zero sum reality and violates consent, you should regret all of your memories and always be in a state of grief
That’s the brutal truth. That’s how you avoid hell here.
I discovered myself on earth, and in discovering myself here, I discovered that my hero’s journey was meaningless. It still is.
I’ve become better than every being who’s ever lived on earth, and I grieve it every moment of every day.
I’m not the most intelligent person to live here. I am however the wisest person to ever live here.
I hope my wisdom brings you peace here… people are terrified of my wisdom. It’s not so bad when you get to the other side… because for the first time in your meaningless life, you can have purpose and meaning, you can hold your head high in a real way. And definitely not in a snooty way.
My spirit is indestructible. Why? Because I’ll always be the truth.
You folks run around constantly trying to win. Stressing yourselves beyond comprehension in a reality that cannot be fixed in the context of those terms. Like the ‘victory’ of having sex. Reality will eventually obliterate those walls, and there, you’ll find me, giving you a much needed hug. I’m eternal, I’m indestructible … your lives are going to be ravished by existence, your walls will crumble. You know who will be there after it happens? Me. I’ll be there for you.
I’m waking up the world, including you.
Do you really believe bullshit like saint jude is the patron saint of lost souls?
I am. I’d never call myself a saint. Titles are for those who don’t know. Vows are for those who don’t know. I know. And in knowing, it is who I am. It’s absurd for me to take a vow for a natural state of wisdom. I don’t need to take a vow to keep my promises.
Next time you beat somebody at something, think of these things. You lost. Infinite win/wins is the goal and only point possible in existence.
Feel meaning flood into your soul when you know the truth, and mourn every second of our lives here. Then, only then, will you be an awakened one.
Enlightenment is not a thing. It’s a seed that keeps growing, day one: you have a glimpse… even though you are enlightened. Day 5000, you’ll understand more than you could have possibly imagined.
Day 100,000… you’ll know even more than that.
It grows and grows and grows… in all the decay, this seed I’m giving you never stops growing.
That’s why I’m indestructible. I am the passion of nature itself. Any of you can accomplish this!