Every note hits the right place in my mind, to accompany me, whilst I’m awake far too early for my liking…
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gDinVAmtA0[/youtube]
Well I guess I just can’t sleep… I guess I’m not tired… I slept loads over the last week, so that may well be why.
Listening to the Swiss Music compilation vid below and off to make breakfast, as I haven’t listened to it in a long while. It sounds clearer to the ear after time away from hearing it… how music appreciation develops, perhaps.
…being forced to watch the cat eating… he meowed up at me to let him in, then wanted company while he ate.
Gonna catch a few hours of more sleep before breakfast.
Just shy of 5am and I find myself wide awake… might as well breakfast, and then start making a dent in some admin that’s starting to accumulate.
The cold light of a pre-dawn day, where the sunless sky, taints colours grey… that room looks nowhere near as grey as that, once the sun has fully risen.
…because I’m quite hungry.
Edited to add @04.10: listening to the videos I’ve posted in the Music thread, until such a time comes that I fall asleep.
Not managed to get back to sleep, so breakfast it is… 
Failing to fall asleep tonight… yet again, so will I be up with the dawn or fall asleep and breakfast later…
…hopefully not for long.
No, still awake, so watching TikTok videos… my profile content seems to be different each day. 
This time, it’s been an equal combination of very sporty males and LGBTQs… I ain’t prepared for that kind of dualistic inquiry.
Try fall asleep listening to the morning rain, or breakfast. 
…we meet again, oh thread of mine.
Same spiel as last night, but probably a different outcome.
…because I am …someone said it means a good mood …I guess I am.
Music, water, and my thoughts, are keeping me company… until sleep, or dawn, befalls upon me.
Dawn won.
I’m becoming an early bird, and I don’t like it… 
I’m awake… the cat’s out… and the minute I start falling asleep, is when he starts meowing to be let in.
…like clockwork. How the hell does he do that!
I am up… my ILP playlist in the Music thread amusing me or making me laugh… dependent on track.
A late night coffee, is why… surprised I managed to sleep this long.
To breakfast or no? No… I think I’ll wait, but hunger pangs are starting to dictate an otherwise response.
Up, restless, and worried of something bad coming down.
I dunno whg,maybe can put it down to a kind of ’ weltscmertz’
I am of opposite mood and in opposite spirits, to that… ‘weltscmertz‘ I like that word and the Brothers Grimm.
Not having eaten for nearly 48 hours… I had a meal, but was still without appetite, but ate it none-the-less.
.obsrvr524. keeping me awake.
Is weltscmertz troubling you still, too?
I think it’s always troubled me too, and has caused me to be perpetually melancholic, but I’ve been quite up in spirits of late… which caught me by great surprise, so that may suggest or signify that world affairs are in-fact improving, and I haven’t felt like that/felt that, in decades.
I have always been a conduit for that kind of thing/for world affairs, with a vision… for what the ideal could and should be - my empathy has never lain with the individual, but with the whole.
”Flachwichser – F*ckwit” Now there’s another German word I like. 
I think I’ll read a short book, penned in Olde English, as I haven’t done so… in decades. Too far back though and I find it incomprehensible to read, as it’s practically German.