70 million virgins in this world. Going without sexual healing, sexual rejuvination, sexual food and water. 70 million people starving.
70 million people without food and water, and we are told we are not to care, “the weak must die according to Nature’s law.”
Succumbing blindly to Nature’s law is ignoble and a sign of lower lifeforms…Even beavers dominate and modify nature with their dams…WIthout beavers redirecting water the ecosystem would collapse and animals would starve…So why do humans feel that helping out other humans and improving their ecosystem is 'crossing the line"?
Nikola Tesla a great genius and mind DIED ALONE and you are saying “THE Weak Must Die” So you are telling me that there’s nothing wrong with a great man DYING A VIRGIN???
Cuckery cuckery cuckery…we are doomed to hell and misery, perdition and Hell…
And I cannot escape from it…Yes I am a FOOL…A hopeless lower lifeform…Infected and dominated by modernity’s paradigms telling me what to do…
For instance, I was at 711, and chubby chick said my necklace was “cute”…Yet the thoughts in my head were like…“Don’t flirt with her, you’ll make a fool of yourself…she’s fat…just wait…wait…wait…One of these days…” Always too scared…and here I am, a FOOL in the first place, my mind playing tricks on me, never to see her again, our souls forever apart…a distance no food can reach…at the 711 counter she is no more…Life of torment…
Her mind, also tormented and infected by modernity…she never asked me out, only subtly flirted, too much fear in her to make a move…and thus we are both sentenced to a life of pain and agony…This is what modernity brings you, this is the “joy” modernity promises! Currently nowadays modernity has a new mutation called the “asexuals”…but just you wait…there will soon be afooders too, people who don’t eat food and get it injected in their veins…in the future, eating Food will become taboo just like sex! They are not happy until every last being on this planet has every last bit of life and hope sucked out of their spirit…
And I can’t complain or tell my online girlfriend about this because she would be jealous, bless her heart. She doesn’t get that the 711 girl was Last Year and so I am just thinking about Past Regrets and decisions, foolish decisions in my life that I can never undo…Bless her heart I would never dump her for a 711 girl, it’s just that last year…
I consider myself a virgin…I have never have had unprotected sex with a girl, except in their butthole, and I didn’t even like it, didn’t even orgasm…Well I had unprotected sex like one time in their vaghole for like 10 seconds but it was like awkward and we cancelled the ordeal…the only other time was this girl sucked me off but cancelled it half way because she was lazy, that happened two times actually…The only time I ever orgasmed with a girl she wasn’t even naked because she was paranoid of having kids…Yeah, my life sucks…
The process of life is this.
A life is born, innocent, then it is infected by Dasein, then it is told what to do by modernity and moderns around them. It is bombarded with sexualized media and entertainment and develops a tremendous sex drive.
Then it is told it must hide and repress it’s sex drive or it will go to hell, or lose it’s job, etc. Ironically, doing this sends it to hell in the first place, and loses it’s “job” as an organism. Or that having a sex drive is offensive and objectifying, and disturbs the type of women you hear on soap commercials.
So during it’s sexual prime years it is completely sexually repressed, full of denied hopes and dreams. And it is told that it must hide its feelings, because girls only want those who do not want them back, and you must feign disinterest.
So it finds itself being chased and surrounded by girls it has no interest in, and is not sexually compatible with, and all the girls it is interested in, continuously out of reach.
Then it loses it’s virginity, around age 27 or so, after it is already, spiritually scarred and broken, has nothing but broken dreams, and lost it’s sex drive.
Then, it dies.
Then, a new life is born, same process of dogmas and sexualized dogmas, it is taught to have hopes, desires, and dreams, only to realize that it was all an illusion, that society had no intention of allowing their hopes and dreams, then learned sexual repression, reaches it’s prime, passes it, after it’s soul is forever scarred and no longer cares about sex, it loses its virginity, then it settles down quietly, not to bother anybody.
Then it dies.
This is the process of modern living, it is like a train wreck, we are born into this, like mindless automatons…