70 million virgins

70 million virgins in this world. Going without sexual healing, sexual rejuvination, sexual food and water. 70 million people starving.

70 million people without food and water, and we are told we are not to care, “the weak must die according to Nature’s law.”

Succumbing blindly to Nature’s law is ignoble and a sign of lower lifeforms…Even beavers dominate and modify nature with their dams…WIthout beavers redirecting water the ecosystem would collapse and animals would starve…So why do humans feel that helping out other humans and improving their ecosystem is 'crossing the line"?

Nikola Tesla a great genius and mind DIED ALONE and you are saying “THE Weak Must Die” So you are telling me that there’s nothing wrong with a great man DYING A VIRGIN???

Cuckery cuckery cuckery…we are doomed to hell and misery, perdition and Hell…

And I cannot escape from it…Yes I am a FOOL…A hopeless lower lifeform…Infected and dominated by modernity’s paradigms telling me what to do…
For instance, I was at 711, and chubby chick said my necklace was “cute”…Yet the thoughts in my head were like…“Don’t flirt with her, you’ll make a fool of yourself…she’s fat…just wait…wait…wait…One of these days…” Always too scared…and here I am, a FOOL in the first place, my mind playing tricks on me, never to see her again, our souls forever apart…a distance no food can reach…at the 711 counter she is no more…Life of torment…
Her mind, also tormented and infected by modernity…she never asked me out, only subtly flirted, too much fear in her to make a move…and thus we are both sentenced to a life of pain and agony…This is what modernity brings you, this is the “joy” modernity promises! Currently nowadays modernity has a new mutation called the “asexuals”…but just you wait…there will soon be afooders too, people who don’t eat food and get it injected in their veins…in the future, eating Food will become taboo just like sex! They are not happy until every last being on this planet has every last bit of life and hope sucked out of their spirit…

And I can’t complain or tell my online girlfriend about this because she would be jealous, bless her heart. She doesn’t get that the 711 girl was Last Year and so I am just thinking about Past Regrets and decisions, foolish decisions in my life that I can never undo…Bless her heart I would never dump her for a 711 girl, it’s just that last year…

I consider myself a virgin…I have never have had unprotected sex with a girl, except in their butthole, and I didn’t even like it, didn’t even orgasm…Well I had unprotected sex like one time in their vaghole for like 10 seconds but it was like awkward and we cancelled the ordeal…the only other time was this girl sucked me off but cancelled it half way because she was lazy, that happened two times actually…The only time I ever orgasmed with a girl she wasn’t even naked because she was paranoid of having kids…Yeah, my life sucks…

The process of life is this.
A life is born, innocent, then it is infected by Dasein, then it is told what to do by modernity and moderns around them. It is bombarded with sexualized media and entertainment and develops a tremendous sex drive.
Then it is told it must hide and repress it’s sex drive or it will go to hell, or lose it’s job, etc. Ironically, doing this sends it to hell in the first place, and loses it’s “job” as an organism. Or that having a sex drive is offensive and objectifying, and disturbs the type of women you hear on soap commercials.
So during it’s sexual prime years it is completely sexually repressed, full of denied hopes and dreams. And it is told that it must hide its feelings, because girls only want those who do not want them back, and you must feign disinterest.
So it finds itself being chased and surrounded by girls it has no interest in, and is not sexually compatible with, and all the girls it is interested in, continuously out of reach.
Then it loses it’s virginity, around age 27 or so, after it is already, spiritually scarred and broken, has nothing but broken dreams, and lost it’s sex drive.
Then, it dies.

Then, a new life is born, same process of dogmas and sexualized dogmas, it is taught to have hopes, desires, and dreams, only to realize that it was all an illusion, that society had no intention of allowing their hopes and dreams, then learned sexual repression, reaches it’s prime, passes it, after it’s soul is forever scarred and no longer cares about sex, it loses its virginity, then it settles down quietly, not to bother anybody.
Then it dies.

This is the process of modern living, it is like a train wreck, we are born into this, like mindless automatons…

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We are just passing through Trixie as this is not our final destination

And so no matter how bad this life gets it is not going to be for ever
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Nahh you don’t get my whole post.

My whole post was saying you reincarnate back into cuck city.

You are born and die. Then you are born and die. To be presented unachievable dreams and endless repression and unending frustration. For ever told by society, and cucks, what to do, your happiness and fun eternally ruined.

I’m sorry this has been your experience. It hasn’t been mine.

There are great, authentic women out there, but I agree it can be hard to find them. I recommend getting out of the house more, maybe join some groups that are interest or hobby focused based on what you’re into. College is also a great way to meet women, if you’re able to go even just a class or two at a time.

Or the many dating sites, I’m not sure if they work but you could give it a try.

You have a choice like everyone else: you can focus on the Bad in life or on the Good in life. Somewhat ironically you’re going to tend to attract what you focus on. And it can be harder to see the good in others and in life in general especially if you’ve been traumatized a lot in your past. But it’s still a skill that you can learn if you value to do so.

Imagine: your life could be completely different 1 year from now. You can imagine in exactly 1 year, what will your life be like? You actually have the causal power to bring about massive change in your life, but first it’s about acknowledging that power. You’re right that modernity makes us feel powerless, victimized, shallow, weak, suffering… These are all a part of life but modernity tends to amplify them. So what are you going to do in response? Give up and accept the bullshit, or assert your own self-valuing and make your life what you want it to be?

And you suck at quake, it just gets worse…and worse.

Too bad I didn’t record it at Fraps, being the pathological liar you are.

Wyld, this mannequin person is a pathological liar, and you said that pathological liars are the prime evil, so I’m just throwing that out there.

FYI the truth is, if the truth even matters in this day and age, is Mannequin is so bad at quake I don’t believe they even killed me one time. FYI I was top leaderboards almost each match.

Mannequin told me they weren’t a virgin, but for all I know they are lying about that too. They lied about cutting off their dick too. So for all I know Mannequin is still sitting with me on the boat of dickful virgins (I am for all intents and purposes, a virgin, spiritually, mentally and metaphorically speaking, more or less.) Virginity loves company.

It aint. All they have is rules and regs. They ban you from campus if you try to flirt with anyone…It was luck I only got a warning.
Far as groups, everyone there has down syndrome, I mean if a down syndrome girl was hot I’d bang her, it’s just that I don’t want to chance flirting with a down syndrome girl and getting rejected…couldn’t live with the confusion and humiliation after that. It’s happened before and I don’t want it to happen again.

Basically, like my post was alluding to, it’s already over. My heart has already been broken…You are supposed to satisfy your dreams when you are 15, not wait in frustration till you’re 27…otherwise its a lost cause and you’re already dead…and when you finally do do it you’re hearts not really there…that was one of the points and motifs of my posts. It’s like in Gears of War 2 when dom finds his wife in the capsule…she was mindfucked and past the point of no return…That is what my post is about really…It doesn’t matter if someone finally finds love at age 40…because they are already toast, nothing more than a howling banshee…this is what modernity does…By the time you realize you’ve been hosed over its already too late and the damage’s been done…

I am and will forever be a virgin, tainted and cursed.
If for example, I slept with a prostitute tommorow, I’d still be a virgin, because I had to pay for the sex. If I lost my virginity at age 50, and I died and rebirthed back into my old life, it wouldn’t matter, still be a virgin, because when I died I’d have to go through 50 years of the hell of being a cuckvirgin all over again. Like some demonic Twilight Zone nightmare. This is what modernity promotes as good, litterally hell on earth and cuckery they say is good and anything else is “objectifying” or “inappropriate”. It’s nun cuckery and hell on earth.

I was just teasing, jeez.

You are born to live, because being dead sucks a lot more.

Trixie : I am fifty two years old and am a virtual loner and so will in all probability never have sex again. I will also in all probability die alone too
But I do not allow myself to become depressed by this. Instead I simply accept them as [ probably ] inevitable and find something else to give my
life meaning instead. For me it is knowledge acquisition I want to learn as much as I can. This goal and the positive mental attitude it engenders
enhances the quality of my life no end because it is something I can do for the rest of my days and which hopefully I shall actually be able to do

Your two big goals in life are to see if it is possible to make a DNA machine and if there is an afterlife. This is something you can spend the rest of your
life studying. You might like me never have sex again. But there is more to life than that as you know. So why not devote your time and energy to your
goals instead of worrying about being a virgin for ever. You cannot always change your circumstances but you can change your attitude. And so I really
hope that you can adopt a positive mental attitude by actively pursuing your goals. I do not like to see you depressed. So please give it a try if you can

It isn’t about sex, sex is sex, she’s seeking to be loved with the sex confirming said love. Somebody to call her own in this big bad world of lost souls, there’s other little things like shame, embarrassment and social pressures relative to age. Realistically though she isn’t ACTUALLY seeking and that’s her only real problem. What’s there like 7 billion mofos in this world, like who can’t find a guy or girl if they really wanted to? with numbers like that…the real question is, why the hell would you want to? yeah the mind may be deceptive at times and exaggerate potential romances etc, but looking at the nature of the human and you will realize it’s better to be on your own, probably happier too…like have you ever live with somebody, omg it’s a misery with their habits etc…, love is something you do on the side, sex is too…most of time it’s on with the daily hustle and bustle…it’s called reality…now snap out of it…just higher a whore, big deal…but if you really must be with somebody, then make a pro active effort towards it…here’s a tip, how about you stop making threads about your ass smelling and sign up to social networks with determination.

Being dead doesn’t exist.

Don’t say things like that. I was cursed as Tesla in a past life, and I don’t intended for the curse to carry on any further than it has. We have only HIllary and Trump on TV, I don’t need reality to get any more bleak and vile than it is.

No. I steer clear of those social networks. And I already stated in my thread that I was going to take a bath and clean my ass. People say they appreciate honesty in a relationship.

Ya but honesty to that level is a downfall though, and we both know this…self brutality

I don’t think it is. Never got rejected by anybody over an ILP forum post, but I have got rejected over petty, simple minded bullshit by unenlightened twats who don’t have the right to judge me (because their IQ and level of understanding is so low.) Basically, rejected over nothing, simply because they decided to be fickle and get a mood swing on me kinda shit. Can’t even with those hoes.

And someone is gonna sit down and tell me women aren’t psychotic narcissists? Yeah right, it’s like walking on eggshells…turn on you tuesday…

…because this is an internet forum, nobody realistically wants anything from you that will play any real role in their personal lives, the internet is easy for acceptance, this why you find all the oddballs, weirdos and misfits on the net, it’s attempt to find meaning because they have no real social lives. When you take such levels on honesty to real life especially in the context of relationships, it just ain’t gonna happen. Not that there is anything wrong with the honesty, in my opinion that is all there is, it testifies to the authenticity of existence…but there’s just too many other factors in real life society that demand a certain level of fakery in order to participate…Upon contact, judgement ensues in relation to status quo, personal value standards and expectations…

it’s not just that either…it’s a fast culture where its members try to out do each other in social independent sophistication free of others, to cultivate a type of “absolute” individuality etc…where all others remain a threat to it,. so two things usually happen as a result of this…

  1. Strict communication through conformed standard in order for the person to remain stable and valuable to them self, but only share certain things with the other, with awareness fixed on any potential threat, so dependency does not take place, therefore pain, misery, loss too etc Which is the sophisticated ordered response…

  2. all communication becomes meaningless, free open exchanges, no depth, no value, just blowing in the wind, passing by, fickle, whimsical, hedonism… Which is the chaotic despairing response.

Both of these responses today are extreme and unrealistic, and do more damage than good.

and yes, you are right that the growing egoism and narcissism is a great contributor to this.

This circumstance was less so in the past because of the focus of self was towards a higher being, outside her and him, they are raised in obligation to satisfy it mutually, then that faded into social objectivity of moral, ethics, principles, virtues and what remained of vows…now, the focus of self is towards self with it’s increasing exclusivity, and then there is a collective version of it where the self reinforces self through other self, this where things like victimhood take off. it’s just the socialized version of self focus, expressed collectively, with the illusion of some kind of social progress, which displays the narcissism you speak off, along with extreme greed, selfishness, obsession, attention seeking, no appreciation or gratefulness at all, cold beings, hard hearted…no real world connection, nothing more than a demand, begging, crying, hoping that some magical wonderful Utopian paradise will fall through the cracks if they scream loud enough, 7ft handsome horse riding Adonis will come galloping eager to confess his undying love… but their fantasy creates a no show, a rejection of reality, discontentment as the ideal does not match the nature of reality, the greed and selfish fuel anger and rage…now they want a revenge on a world that did not lay out the red carpet…

Not realizing they are fighting the…impossible…the non-existent…the closest they will ever come to the red carpet is the dripping of their own blood…as reality approaches…

youtube.com/watch?v=mY3nThSKHjU

What a sick and disgusting species. You’re a degenerate for sullying my thread and mind with this crap.

Note to all nobles - don’t watch this degenerate video.

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