person at work just said that right after I posted it
synchronicity red flag
sorry I was a bitch
bye bye now
People are scared. And rightfully so. But they don’t have instincts.
They think they’ve done all the right things by getting a partner, having the house and the children.
This is unbelievably easy for me. But it’s selfish. It’s hoarding to the extreme.
They’re not tending to their souls. Pleasurable exclusive access will backfire on them.
They’re not trying. Now. I understand that commitment to one person allows them to grow.
When you make a non-married commitment to everyone, that’s the most evolved a soul can get.
It’s scary for anyone.
E you realize nobody but Itchy reads your posts, right? I know you wanna think “no, they read my posts but won’t admit it, etc.” No really, bro. Nobody reads em.
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The eye is as bad or worse at the moment. In the last two weeks, the few jobs that i did get (the customers didn’t do a background check… so the state wasn’t able to deceive them into believing I’m a child molester) i lost because i can’t see in the light, and certainly can’t drive. I am now almost totally broke… which sucks because i need to pay the state its cut for allowing me to own and drive my vehicles (my tags are about to expire), as well as my Allstate insurance payment i make every month for accidents i never get into.
Whar money i do have i buy drugs with. Coke is the best pain reliever. The cronic back pain i have from destroying the cartilage through decades of labor intensive work, the short left leg that the doctors failed to recognize and correct (too late now, my spinal column has shifted to compensate for the lean), and what feels like a jagged rock underneath my eyelid because Wake Med failed to do its job… all this pain disappears when i take a hit. I have to keep this secret, though, because the state will try to imprison me for using this pain reliever.
What happens next is in god’s hands. If he designed the laws of physics such that in a week or so, all this will be over, and I’ll be back to my normal miserable life as a wrongfully convicted lifetime sex offender… good for him. If not, hate it for ya and everybody else.
Those are external hell realms. They can be very harsh. Be VERY thankful you don’t have the internal hell realms as well. Sorry to hear that.
I’d almost rather be a spoiled nobody who’s never suffered a real day in his life sitting in a free apartment all day on a computer frustrated because he can’t get laid (but pretending that he’s chosen not to).
Whatchu gotta stop doing is trying to be cool and keep up with the big dawg (moi) by claiming to suffer these horrible hell realms that i should be so fortunate not to suffer. No. What you are suffering is yourself… and the embarrassment is so overwhelming that you have to aggrandize it. If you stopped now, all this cathartic momentum you’ve built over the years would suddenly halt, and any moron that you did hook with your pitiful nonsense would very likely think you’re a flake.
People have been talking about hell since this species began to communicate.
Just because you personally haven’t been there, doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist.
There are people who understand spirit, especially native tribes, who spend their whole lives trying and working to get people out of it. Do you really think you know more than people 30,000 years ago people knew?
What kind of pain do you experience in this hell realm? Is it physical pain or like a fake pain you pretend to have to solicit more attention and pity?
Check this out. The best thing you got going for you at this forum right now is that even the idiots here don’t have the heart to tell you that I’ve already eaten you.
You’re going to have to take that up with everyone.
I know how your kind argue. You’re trying to get inside my mind. You’re not that powerful.
These boards are a joke. You’re going to have to take it up with all beings in existence.
I’ll add to this since you’re so insistent promethean.
I know everything about soul eaters. They never win
I’ll even add to that. You fancy yourself as a predator. Sure, we all are. It’s a shit world.
But just know… everyone is a predator here. The one thing you didn’t expect was that you’re not special. And that keeps me alive for another day.
Why fuck with anyone? You know what keeps me safe? I let people be who they are.
It’s really big stakes when beings are Helling you and silencing you. Trying as hard as they can to pull you away from anyone and everyone. It’s a desperate move from beings most humans don’t know exist. My best metaphor, it’s the last gasp of Satan. The stakes are big. You should know that as much as I do.
You know what I always have in my back pocket?
My plan. If I didn’t believe the world was moral, I’d hit on lots of women and get lots of sex.
I know people want to kill me. One thing I know that they don’t, is that using power always backfires. They may not even be intelligent enough to understand that. The consequences are the same. There’s a really big difference between being bound to one soul (I’d be maimed for life for sure) then there’s everyone.
Anybody would be a complete idiot to go against everyone. I’m not everyone, I do that on purpose. It’s bad strategy. Keep going man.
“Anybody would be a complete idiot to go against everyone.”
Even those who by no choice or action of their own has everyone against them?
Imagine being a misanthrope because you’re an emo kid reading some Voltaire or an incel who can’t get laid and not because everyone in the world thinks you’re a child molester and wants you either locked up or executed.
I used to hit on lots of men to see what would happen, so not to get s*x… it worked far too well so I stopped, as I wasn’t looking for anyone/a partner.
…now that I’m well again, I’m getting back on that social-selection horse, coz… it’s been a long while, it would be nice to find someone who cares for you…
There are more minds than the earth. I don’t know how to say it better than that.
I can see entire galaxies in a glimpse. Earth people are basic mammals. Predictable down to dotting I and crossing t.
I won’t deny I’m human at all. I’m not a mammal.
Anecdotes aren’t bad mag. If you’re intelligent enough, anecdotal data are proofs.