Unfortunately I was locked out of your last rant but I just wanted to say…
I have seen that even the best of men, when it comes to women are jaded by their experiences.
I lost my virginity at 14 with a 16 year old boy who I really liked but who just wanted to get laid, behind the tennis courts at a party. I have wished I could have changed that first experience my whole life, even now 18 years later. I have fallen and picked myself up so many times I can’t even count. All in the name of some kind of idea about love.
Frankly, your innocence is beautiful and to experience someone for the first time is a treasure. There is no hurry so don’t throw it away on someone who doesn’t appreciate you and don’t worry, one day when you least expect it - she will be standing there, right in front of you and love will lift you to heights unimaginable - everything happens in time… and love has it’s own pace - you just need to pace yourself according to love’s rythmn.
Now if there wasn’t the small matter of a thousand miles between us, I would definately go out with you…
I hope you are doing better, man. I’m sure that your whole life is not ruined. You have some things to deal with, but we all do. None of us is “normal”, especially those of us with intelligence. Please let us know how you are.
This sucks. I hate everyone telling me to wait for the right time.
If girls don’t notice me now, and they do later, it will be because I have money.
If a girl can’t notice me when I’m a poor college student, but a good man, then she will never notice me. It’s now or never.
If anyone ever says they love me later in life when I"m successful, but nobody ever did when I was just a poor, simple man, then I won’t ever believe them.