When I was young teenager, I was a pronatalist. I wasn’t against birth control, but my idea was having kids is good because life is good. No matter how much you mess your child up, you’ve given them life. If you don’t take it away from them in the process of messing up as a parent, you’ve given them a positive opportunity.
As I fell into my nihilism, I thought it’s all bullshit. Our desires are empty. We are empty. Life’s cumbersome. Why bother? To subject beings to life, is cruel. I’ve suffered when I gave life value, so that’s the only possible result of caring. If one stops caring about life, then there is no life, for life is about bias. Again, why care?
I’m slowly learning to accept that if a belief has no affect, it’s because you’ve probably lost sight of your goal, rather than the belief lacking integrity. I haven’t been moving towards an objective that I believe in, rather, I’ve been following the objective of safety and security. Safety and security are fine in themselves, but they’re a means to an end, not an end in themselves. I want to experience. That is my goal. Being safe and secure, if taken to an extreme, hinders this goal. Therefore creates conflict - suffering.
Eating animals
arguments - Tasty. ‘Natural’. Comforting. Habit. Efficient. Enjoyable. Variety.
Not eating animals
arguments - Compassionate. Can become habit. Can be enjoyable. Can have variety. Can be comforting. Is natural, because man is natural, therefore our affects are natural. Can be tasty. Not so efficient, but in time, could be.
So… At the end of the argument, it’s whether your compassion for other animals is of greater importance to you, than the efficient source of nutrients that animals provide. If your compassion outweighs the efficiency, and you continue to eat meat, odds are, it wont be enjoyable and good for the ‘spirit’. If your compassion for other animals is lacking, then you’ll eat meat because you’ve made the alternate value call.
Finally, if an animal has a long life, does whatever the hell it enjoys, and dies without human intervention, or even at an age that is common for said animal to die without human intervention, I doesn’t seem like there’s any harm in consuming the animal, as opposed to letting it rot. Just as an apple falls from the tree, when the time comes, all life dies and is consumed by it’s environment, people are in said in environment, so we might as well.