Ouch!
I really missed that point, but does that make a more?
If so, well, that may explain my reticence, or vamporistic fears of the light.
But MagJ , when the only one time loosing my mind that came with benefits, of ingesting LSD, that were awesome and terrifying at the same time, saw others for that second, as in a sudden burst of fireworks, and for that short span—
But that lasted for what seemed an eternity,
The World through Others , for who they were, and wished.
So yes, it was predicted by someone eons ago, that the most will become (of me) , is a jyransmitter of some kind, a waterboy to serve a higher purpose.
So there, I accept lostness for ever, (Kerouac) and that is why him too promised that to be his first and last mind expanding experience.
Most life afterwards is just series of flashed back and forth nuances.
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Maybe don’t belong here with each other, but then quitting is never on any level, for some more impossible then denying the responsibility for the Other, it’s that significant.