The following was Christpsychic Comics Issue Five. Enjoy.
Here is my origin story:
I read it out loud in church almost a couple decades ago.
As if I had never learned anything, I repeated it. I’m divorced now. God‘s love never changes.
Stay connected to the source or you will keep repeating instead of growing.
Grace and peace.
Excellent, and I’ll show you your fatal mistake.
The proper attitude toward a world in which such coincidences could even happen (being teased by god like that) or, god forbid, you could actually be secretly stalked by people conspiring against you, is one of defiance against whatever it is that made the world and put you in it. Instead, you were broken by it.
Duddint matter who they are. Good guys, bad guys, whatever. They are conspiring against you… and what for duddint matter. It is the nature of the interaction, the concealedness of the party. It’s a kind of entrapment against which you have every right to condemm the world and react with hostility to it.
If you are observing behaviors that are obviously connected, but you don’t know what is connecting them, or why they are connecting them…
Let me put this a different way.
If you don’t want to make an attribution error, you obviously care about the truth, even if you have sworn up and down that you didn’t even care. You didn’t even know you cared.
You don’t know if you want revenge or if you want to join at that point because you don’t even know what you’re dealing with.
If you think you’re perfect, that’s going to delude you into thinking they owe you complete transparency at all times (you can in good conscience withhold truth from a would-be murderer). And if you have no idea what omniscience is, that’s going to delude you into thinking you can even handle complete transparency at all times. You ain’t even at all times.
I plan to read your testimonial, Ichthus. Working on something right now. Thanks for your input.
PG
“You don’t know if you want revenge or if you want to join at that point”
Oh yes, you do. Like i said, it duddint matter who or what it is - MKUltra, god, the devil, angels, a cult, the POleece, a church group, your aunt Meredith, forum stalkers, the fuckin aliens… duddint matter. Fuck all of em. Gaslighting ain’t cool. And if there’s a god up there letting or making this shit happen, fuck him too. Straight like that.
Are those the only two options, though? Beat them, join them? Let’s pretend that you are not the master gaslighter. What if you just say “Meh” like nothing weird is even happening? What if you don’t even let it bother you… for better, or for worse? You just keep on moving through life as if nothing is different. You don’t give them any kind of reaction at all. If the weirdness just keeps happening, and keeps happening, and keeps happening… you just keep on choosing not to choose a response that incorporates the weirdness into the data influencing your choices. Or maybe you could just laugh as if it’s funny? How come beating them or joining them are the only two choices you can conceive of? What if you just live your life as if you are overflowing with primordial energy in need of absolutely nothing… primal force that laughs in the face of weirdness? Just curious.
I can’t answer those questions because i personally have no choice in the matter. No choice to be spared the gaslighting (via what the State has done) and no choice to not believe everyone is full of shit.
Mix the two circumstances together, and you have a full-blown misanthropist who sees people as dumb animals. Don’t wanna “join” em, don’t wanna be friends with em and hangs around only to fuck with em for cheap entertainment. Gaslighting, uncanny coincidences, whatever… these are conditions made possible by god alone.
If it takes god a gazillion years to get his shit together and pull his head out of his ass then that’s how long we will do battle. I can do this shit all day, bro.
My advice is to carry a gun and shoot anyone that even looks at you wrong.
I too believe there is an undercurrent composed of a select number of psychopathic humans that trap and sacrifice others….for whatever or whomever. I believe a lot of the missing persons cases, particularly the rash that is happening now, is of that ilk. Perhaps the victims experience what you are experiencing before the big grab and they disappear. Please be careful, and remember, nothing happens unless it happened to Christ first.
PG
Unless this Christ fellow condones violent defiance of the State, his advice is no good. Why. Because the State can not stop such things from happening or defend these people from being snatched… but would criminalize someone for defending themselves and not letting it happen to them. Example: they tryda snatch Joe and Joe blasts em. The prosecutor then has the nerve to try to charge Joe with something after his State failed to prevent and protect Joe from such people.
In fact, one of the fatal flaws against an argument for law and order is the State’s inability to enforce it while at the same time criminalizing vigilantes that do enforce it. For an individual put in danger by the State’s inability to control its citizens, violent defiance of the State is a natural right, and no god or judge can repeal that right.
So this Christ fellow hasn’t the knowledge or philosophical acumen to recognize this deal-breaker between the individual and the State. That and he’s loopy anyway, so he isn’t paying any attention to reality or real problems. He’s got his head in the clouds.
“and remember, nothing happens unless it happened to Christ first”
You were talking to Itchy when you said that but I thought I’d throw this in. You could absolutely never say that to me. What Christ went through is a trip to Chuck E. Cheese compared to what I’m going through.
A bit about the gaslighting laws and how the evil homo cults are subject to them. Say you gotta group of emo invalids that wanna open the gates of hell because they listen to Marilyn Manson or some such crap. They start fuckin’ with someone trying to push em over the edge. Think one those cheesy teen movies with the social media dare game going on. Forget the name of it. Anyway there they are all soft and gay and laughing because they’re making someone insane and they’re proud of that. But here’s the thing. They’re cheerleaders, not bad guys, unless they go criminally ham themselves. I don’t think they do, so they get no credit. I think they just do the gay cult stuff on computers in secret discord chat rooms and giggle a lot. Prolly well funded… highly unlikely they are working class. If they are working class, they’re in a basement somewhere with doritos cheese all over their fingers. It’s the wealthy cults you gotta worry about. The parasites that have the time and money to bother with such nonsense because they aren’t occupied working for a living. My stalker/gaslighter/vandals have been to my house at least three times in the last five years. Wait no… the window thing the other morning. Banging on the window at one in the morning a few days ago. That’s number four. Unless i have more than one crew working. There’s some local white trash that wants me to burn in hell because the State told them I’m a child molestor, so they could be involved.
But today, such people are good because they accelerate social conflict and decline even if just a little. In a proper marxist society, you’d just take em out back. Quick and painless.
I mean, c’mon, man. Did i even need to explain this much? That something like this is even possible is reason enough to disregard God and State and declare war on everyone. And this is merely in self-defense! Imagine what going on the offensive would be like: he looked at me wrong. Could be a cult member getting ready to abduct or gaslight me. Better shoot em and not aks questions later.
Shame the world has come to this, but it’s a war of all against all. And sometimes people even join gangs for power and security and all that sissy shit. Can you even imagine not being a lone wolf? Bro, i get nauseous just thinking about it. Fuck off you slow me down.
You’re putting words into my mouth. Don’t do that.
There is no moral to the story here, really. Either coincidences are just that, and just another nerve-racking absurdity in life or coincidences are messages from divine beings and/or evil emo techno cults and/or cat people church groups and/or basement forum stalkers and just another nerve-racking absurdity of life.
That’s all my point is. Do with it whateva you want. I use it as an existential cornerstone in my anarchist philosophy. Pretty solid stuff. Locke wouldn’t like it, but Hobbes would rock it.
I really feel like there should be a movie with all the random coincidences that are just … very random … but statistically too insane to just write off. Like a postmodern “meh” sort of apocalyptic romcom where the two main characters (witnesses) actually enjoy all the chaos and mayhem, like storm chasers and thrill seekers. That’s why everyone else hates them and kills them.
These two rules remain. If the coincidences are divine, then god does not wish to speak clearly. If he does not wish to speak clearly, he can be dismissed.
If the coincidences are manufactured by people, then there is conspiracy against you. If there is conspiracy against you, you may generalize people as dangerous and to be avoided or used as you see fit. This is your right where you may be in danger.
It’s gone on way too long for it to be some kind of human conspiracy. Usually if humans are gonna go to that much trouble, you’re going to see actual consequences like emptied bank accounts or horrible things of that nature. I mean, this is beyond a long con at this point.
And there are other things that make it impossible that it’s from humans. The funnest part is I get to be the one that looks like a crazy person ‘cause I can’t tell you them otherwise. So go ahead and think I’m crazy (after you tell me what is the complete definition of perfect mental health) ‘cause I ain’t saying anything in this forum other than this.
God cannot speak things to you that you have never had any contact with whatsoever— without being accused of not speaking clearly. It’s like when someone tries to tell you what it’s like to be on acid. You have no idea what they’re talking about until you actually drop acid.
And because you’re dealing with an unknown, and you know enough about history, and you don’t want to repeat it… or top it… it might give you pause.
That’s part of the gaslighting strategy. Create coincidences that the victim will be too embarrassed to mention for fear of being thought crazy.
Now remember, the god you believe in is letting this happen and therefore guilty by association.
… and it’s not enough to just ignore and be indifferent to Christianity or any other word of God. One has to be actively engaged in defying it, breaking its rules, blasphemy, and criminal acts. One must sever oneself completely from any obligation to it and openly curse it and anything associated with it.
To not do so is to be an unprincipled savage with no self-respect.
I’ve already given you some examples. I have shown that I am not unwilling. I don’t remember right now what those examples were. I’m willing to bet you do remember. My concern is… that’s not how things typically go in terms of evidence. I’ll just put it that way. Also when you have interpretations like “God doesn’t want to speak clearly“ and that it’s a kind of gaslighting & that there’s no possible silver lining… it just doesn’t seem very fruitful. It’s not really up to me to decide that, of course. I’m just being honest. Because I mean, if you actually want God to speak as clearly as possible, then we’re back to the part where you may not be able to handle that. You may wish he had spoken more subtly. You may have something to complain about no matter what he does to attempt communicating with you. I mean, I’ve heard the way you talk to your mom.
smh