Some believe consciousness cannot be understood, because it is immaterial. They believe that only the gods can understand it, because it is not physical.
But don’t you see? If a God understood something, it would be physical, to the God! Not physical to the touch or hands, but it would be physical, it would exist, it would be understood, or rather…if it was not physical, how could it not be understood, or not understood! Physical is all there is. The imagination is physical, tangible. The mind tangible, by definition.
Rest and relaxation.
The vortex of undulation. Picture twisting an icecream. It tightens, swirls, forms a vortex. This is stress. Then, the stress relieves, tension releases, all is no longer a tightly bound vortex. Instead, the lines of seperation are no longer seperating the icecream into parts. All is one whole. Then, the tension twists into the opposite direction, just as tight as it was before but in the opposite direction. Then the wave comes back to sea.
The mathematical operation for this is a sine wave. But this is not a linear function, for the vortex itself is at the very least circular.
The Photon
There is something very special about the photon, for a man with a mustache to get so much praise for it. The value of the photon is perhaps is within our “subliminal” (which seems like the word subluminal.) You see according to the man the mustache, the photon is in at least three different places at once. (I will provide the mathematical explanation of that later.) Taken on a quantum level, this means the photon is not in precisely three different places, but mostly in the average, and a little bit in the min, and a little bit the max. And by three different places, I mean three different “times” (I rarely use the word time, because time does not really exist. I have explained that earlier and I will explain that later.)
So the photon is in three different places, three different “times”, mostly in the middle. What does this mean for you? It means it is you. The photon is you. You see reality seems real not just because you are a singular point in space, witnessing the present moment, (and the present moment is a transformation stream fueled by inertia.) Things seem “real”. Things seem “real” even though the moment cannot be measured, and moment’s don’t seem have any length or span. Experience does seem like an ever present, ever transient stream that does not have any real length. You have been taught this, you have been taught the present moment has no length, and is approaching zero in length. But this could not be further from the truth. You see, you are the photon, in a span of 3 different places at once. Past events seem real to you because they are STILL HAPPENING! AT THIS PRESENT MOMENT! Only through more volume of inertia (you label the amount of transformations caused by inertia as “time”) does the past slowly fade away. Eventually the quantum fluctuations will slowly taper down and approach zero, until the very last molecule, until the very last photon has collapsed, and is no more. Only then will the past truly be dead, only then will the past truly “fade away into nothing, aether.” Or you could just remove your memory cells…But you see, then there would be no more “you”…because you would be removing and also collapsing photons (you) as well…If you have been following allowing I have also implied you have also felt the future as well…Unlike the past, the future increases in complexity and certainty, while the past fades away…The average of your consciousness is not so much in the middle, but mostly towards the future…which is way so many of you are so shortsighted…you can feel the past…but can you feel the future…?
This is how you are aware of different sectors of the brain all at the same time, and your vision seems centralized, and blurry around the edges, because the intensity of your awareness is like a spectrum, the majority of spectrum concentrated at the essence.
Rest and Relaxation part 2
It is an undulating vortex. But do not associate the tension of the vortex, and the unity of the icecream as pain and pleasure. Estrogen is relaxing, but sometimes the unity of the void can feel like drowning at sea. Testosterone is stress and tension, but sometimes the drive to build can be a fun pleasure. What is the nature of pain and pleasure read on.
Pain and pleasure
Pleasure is an energy ball, when it is in a state of harmony and particles gravitate to it this is pleasure. When it is vibrating (appearing as two balls at different phases, each at 50% thickness, whilst the overlap at full thickness) this is said to be in flux, and it is not nearly as pleasurable. Yes verily I say this. Chaos is not quite pain, you see chaos involves a core ball at flux, and particles sometimes miss the needed trajectory or orbit around each other. Pain is repulsion, the ball emits particles away from it, losing its energy. The ball also repels all other particles. Love is gravity, pleasure, Fear is repulsion, pain.
Ego
You see ego does not let you experience the full pleasure of something, due to it’s narrative. But at the same time, a narrative is a kind of fullness. When living, sometimes the ego interferes with pleasure. (An example is you want to do something fun, but then your ego tells you to feel awkward, or you listen to a nice song, and your ego tells you to feel embarassed of it.) But my question is, is removing the duality of experience always a good thing? Being stabbed in the hand has no narrative, no ego. Is egolessness the final solution to end suffering?
Suffering
You see what I earlier mentioned about being stabbed for some, might have brought pain for many, since their internal “I” imagined it happening to them. But for others they might have felt absolute pleasure at cutting their hands. Perhaps cutting their hands makes them happy. Absolute Pleasure (with a capital case) is whatever brings happiness. If happiness does not bring happiness, then it is Absolute Pain.
A way out
Many people are Lucky Joe’s. They go through many years of meditation, say they become egoless, whilst retaining some degree of single-minded sentience, and they claim that they have completely transcended suffering. This leads up the question of inverted qualia, how can we verify that such a mind is sentient, when it’s own words instill doubt, and how can we verify the non-suffering of such a mind. Let us say that such a mind is a Lucky Joe. If you are not a Lucky Joe, there may still be a way out. You see the concept of soul eating, which is simply a photon vacuum cleaner. You can imagine the experience of being a photon warped out of your mind, seeing as you leave your body through your mouth or eye space warp and stretch all around you. You are now in the vacuum, safe, secure, and sexual. Now the vacuum has eaten your soul. Now you are delicious. Now you are satisfied. Eventually you (the photon) will collapse and get the eternal non-existence you desire. Yes, to become nothing, yes.
The truth has been provided to you through cartoons all these years but you have been struggling to find it. Overthinking, and yes meditate more, think less, yes, yes.
Remember, the goal is not to overthink things. You see nature is based upon very simple mechanisms. Focus on the basic mechanisms, and not fancy words. Yes good things will come to you.
*Disclaimer I only eat vegan or cows treated with care icecream. Happy cows, healthy cows, yes, yes.