Idk maybe my life is just all fucked up and I don’t know how to fix it or just completely start over. Haven’t really had any guidance and just went through everything on my own and had to learn.
Feels like I’m cursed sometimes. Lost my gf, in debt, shit jobs, I am just so tired. Don’t really have a big social circle or many people I can lean on, everyone is busy with their own life and I am kind of introverted anyway, just feel kind of isolated by where I’m at right now in life. I never imagined this to be where I would end up at this age back when I was a kid or teenager.
Every now and then I get thoughts or images of suicide, not like I want to do it but why would my own mind keep feeding me that, is it because I am stuck and there’s no way out or what…
Apparently it’s very common… I have my ideas on what might cause such thoughts to arrive, of which I think there are more than one cause.
Diversion therapy works on eradicating such thoughts from the mind, over a matter of days and weeks…
Diversion therapy can help to shift a person’s focus from their thoughts back to the outside world. By focusing on objects, people can divert their attention away from triggering thoughts and feelings, and eventually permanently.
Definitely me. Not scared because I simply lack the caring to be.
Nothing is more frightening than what I have already seen, the pure nothingness. Earthly things aren’t scary. Even if it were zombie apocalypse or nuclear. Except the ocean, I’d hate to get lost out on the ocean alone.
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You can’t drown or (very unlikely to) get eaten alive in a desert, though both are very inhospitable places where you can quickly die of thirst in… just try not to find yourself lost in either, I would say.
