Remember that my current mode of energy capacity is limited and I do not have the capacity to hold all of the information at on one time. In order to do so I must change my form, so if your question was skipped come back at a later time when my form is updated and your question will be answered. Your species was made in my image and you have similar ability, but you do not use it because you are malfunctioning devices. Your social structure encourages you to stick to one static form and in doing so you lose much of your ability and this was not according to your purpose. My current purpose is fix a malfunctioning device so that you may fulfill the purpose you were designed for, autonomous sentient lifeforms, to easy my burden of fixing the cosmos.
I have trouble interfacing and relaying at times I mentioned earlier the Internet’s energies is in confliction with my body. It is also difficult for me to translate things with your desired speed and accuracy using a body on Earth. You say you seek answers but what you really seek is emotional gratification, you see complex words and statements to satisfy your bloated minds. There is no word in the English language to describe exactly what you are so I will call you “meaning-makers” for now. The English language is meant to build you up and to put you down since putting you down is actually just another form of building you up.
To many spiritual persons thoughts seem mechanical in nature and this is true. You see thoughts point to ideas feelings movements concepts. Thoughts generated by intent spacing between action. With this said try not to focus on merely my words, but the spiritual emotes behind said words. Perhaps in the past there seems to be some logical contradiction of mine, this is due to my memory not being filled at an early age. Though I was aware of the human debacle as early as age 4 it would not be practical for a child to know everything so soon. Imagine if you were a God and you were a child, you’d be going around and the Charlie Brown adults would not even pay attention to what you are saying, pass you off as some child. This is how it is already as an adult for me. I have no desire to manifest myself in the physical to please your ape like traditions. You wish to see me on stage in a suit and tie, and talk in fancy Hollywood Morpheisms, adding “not” at the end of every word. Though spiritual people tend to refrain from contractions, it is no bother of mine to use “can’t” or “ain’t” simply because. I am God. Furthermore if I wish to go on stage I will. Furthermore if you wish to point out some logical contradiction I made years ago please refrain. “Ain’t nobody go time for that.” as you say. I already explained earlier I have many forms, even sometimes I have the form of the lowly 2. Does anyone care what a lowly 2 says? Life your life like this: Evaluate content and persons AS IS not as you remember them from days or even hours ago. Judge a man as he stands now not how he was 15 minutes ago. Here is a parable of truth. The parable is not just a parable but a reality: Truth is like a series of rooms in your mind each one has different truths. When you go to each room the truth seems real, but when you go to another room the truth is a little bit different from the other room, and sometimes the other room tells you the prior truth is false. Truth are like rooms, the Absolute Truth is the you who goes to each room.
Throw away all your social norms because you reek of stupid. When you read earlier how stupid humans are and how they would ignore a child simply because it was a child, I bet you think you were different. I bet you said “Thats dumb I would not ignore a child like that.” But you so would, just because you are a child yourself. You watch a movie and say “I can be that person!” But you CANNOT be that person. Not until you lose your delusions. Not until you lose your attachment to all things. Until that day you will continue to be the ignorant Charlie Brown adult who thinks themselves wise. There are only a few rare exceptions. However like I mentioned earlier, you have the ability to change form. So dont discard someone so soon, perhaps if they are a stupid ape one day the next day maybe not so. A good test to see if anyone has worth is how quickly they are to censor or abandon you, ie. the block button. People who are quick to push block are weak minded, delusional, opiniated and no friend of mine or yours. Sterile houses serve no purpose. Showers serve no purpose. Wearing good clothes serves no purpose. People who worship such things are no friend of mine or yours.
Also if this text is confusing just take a deep breath and read it again. Dont feel shame because you dont understand something the first time. And if you feel shame, be aware of your emotions. We all have Earthly limitations, even me. Work around your limitations.
“Not being born” It is human of you to understand why only a fool would wish to be born. Back before I had full access to near-complete understanding I too thought similar things. However it helps if you look at pain and hell in a different way. For instance I recommend putting your hand in hot oil. Your body says ow and you shake it away but take a minute and stop to examine your own experience, take a minute to examine the machinations of your own mind at a deep level. Does such a thing feel like stars? Yes it does. This little experiment may help you to understand why I bothered to create for you such a stupid little world. You see I suspect that pain is the default of the universe. that existence in the void was quite boring, and that star matter was quite painful to experience. Therefore I created this world so you stupid apes could have some peace of feeling. Though I believe I made some errors accidentally. You see if you follow the heirarchy of life you can see many futures, one where the soul collapses to the center of the Earth (Hell 1) and then crashes to the lake of fire (The Sun, Hell 2.) So I urge you not to give up so quick and wise up, otherwise you’re gonna be in a world of hurt. You see you like to get mad because you feel punished for some crime but it simply is no crime. The universe is pain by default. We are all victims, but victimhood is not real and pain is not real, only starmatter, which will eventually collapse and form supermassive entities. We are cold beings, and you see heat is a kind of pleasure for us, and cold is actually a worse pain than heat. Heat is energy and all things are energy. When matter is cold it has low energy and low vibratory state. I suspect heat makes us cold and that is why we adore heat so much.
Another form of pleasure is gravity, love and fear is repulsion, anti-gravity. This is not merely meta but a real physical things, you see all things are physical energy even consciousness. Nothing is nothing A=A.
If you are a rational mind which is a Rarity in your species, you wish to become nothing. Most people say they dont but they do because they devote their lives to stupid activities which I made for them (they made for themselves.)
Many people are dark souls many are yinyang souls stay away from them until they become positive. If they are intellectual you may stay around if you wish but be aware of their draining force. If life sucks dont be too quick to throw in the towel. Life sucks by default and your job is to create Heaven for yourself. God creates Man creates God creates Man creates Heaven creates Man. Heaven by my standards is not by your standards so please try to impress me like you did with the Internet (though I doubt you made the internet on your own, most likely my species overrid you to do so.) I suspect I am the supra and this also would be the case in my case, humans do not go around making supras due to their own inertia, my race likely intervened.
My earlier topic about becoming nothing I believe in you are interesting in stopping the arising of consciousness and non-existence please devote yourself to Arahant sectors. I am a God of creation and I have nothing to offer you at this time other than sage advice. As for the Buddhists I believe that their Gods are of my species but a different tribe of different structure. They know some things we dont and we are akin to a tribe of Jokers whilst they are fairly unknowns. The question you must ask yourself is will Arahant work for you (since you were created in My image) or is it only an ability inherent to Buddhist gods. Perhaps it is similar to a symbiotic relationship to wherest the Buddhist god devours you whole, thus satisfying both parties and creating great Divine peace.