I’ve had 5 one night stands and three girlfriends.
That’s my entire sex history.
Two of those girlfriends were across the country.
The other one was a fundamentalist Christian who ‘cheated’ on her boyfriend while he was at war overseas. After she was converted she told me I was the biggest mistake she ever made, she’s married to him with three children now.
Apparently…. Jesus doesn’t want women to be sluts and women take it very seriously
I once told that she’s very pretty and very smart.
She blushed and told me with a smile on her face, thanks, that means so much to me.
That’s when I actually talked about her body.
When I wasn’t talking about her body at all she complained that I was talking about her body and it made feel uncomfortable.
It’s retarded. I expect that from women.
So all going to do with her from here on out is light fires in my fireplace…. She likes the sound of it.
Then ill play the best songs on YouTube for her.
I’m babysitting her.
Once we had a discussion where I told her that I think all women are robots… and she replied… I’m a woman, how do you think that makes me feel?
I could have replied that that hurt you feel is not near enough as painful to me as you not having sex with me …. You always say i make your day but you won’t fuck me!!
Just a snapshot into my life. I babysit my therapists.