She’s extremely intelligent but everything I taught her she never knew before I spoke it.
She knows about the 11 problems and intellectually understands them.
I told her, “you do realize that just because you’re a psychologist and have a husband that it doesn’t matter if we have sex, right?
She looked me in the eye and said, “I don’t want to have sex with you and I can’t have sex with you.”
I thought about that phrase for a couple days and realized …. That’s her only power. I’m a decent looking guy, I make her laugh all the time, and I’m teaching her about the whole cosmos and beyond. I’m also protecting her spirit.
Her man cannot protect her spirit.
So I look at the whole absurdity of the thing.
And just file it away as a data point.
I was told 15 years ago that I could only have sex with an extraterrestrial. We’ll see how that goes.
We’re not the environment, but of it…not even our “carbon” counts. I think that’s a radical veiled admission that we’re not really earthlings, but exiles in captivity, and that planet snatchers are in control of green policy.
I had a therapist one time was invaluable, saved my life, she was a Jungian analyst, she subsequently retired and took up dr.progoff’s journal writing technique of writing down in a kept journal that had corresponding headings of emotion, thought, and behavior cross chanelled at a time warranting such a memoralization.
