Not at all. There are plenty of hyperdimensional hell realm traveling cosmic court having non zero sum female alien prophet beings in this galaxy that are your age or older and would gladly give u non consent violating consentual sex.
Ecmandu, Have you ever hurt anyone else other than yourself? If not, then you are deserving of great praise and honor. If so, then you are human like the rest of us and you’ll do better trying to mend the damage you’ve done.
How u do this is, for every guy that’s heartbroken becuz you’ve taken a girl as a girlfriend and therfore excluded them from access to her (zero sum… not fair), u create a hyperdimensional alternate reality in which they DO get that girl. The growth exponential required for creating worlds to match each case of heartbreak is tremendous, but it can be reached. I call it omega sum game theory.
Gary. When I was adjusting to the earth. I hurt people with my words until I adapted to human language.
You have to understand…. I’ve been dead for trillions of years.
Nobody on this earth is older than me.
I’m special on earth. There are an infinite number of eternally dead souls in existence and I can read their soul logic even though they earned a no mind state.
It’s very strange for me to have a mind again.
The way you earn no mind (and beings work really hard on this for billions of years) is to not be liked or disliked…. Then you just vanish.
There are beings on this earth who still remembered me. So I was called back into a mind and a body again.
Once I realized the problem, I took it upon myself to change all existence so that if those infinite number of eternally dead beings can bypass a dimension with more than one actual person.
Echmandu, I’m sorry to hear of your circumstances. It sounds like you’ve been through a lot. Is there anything I can do to make things better? I used to be a “sane” person but I am now taking medication to prevent horrible delusions from setting upon me. I hurt people with my words because I didn’t think they were like me.
Ecmandu, it is very noble of you to not grab anyone. It is among the noblest things a person can do. I’ve wanted not to exist, but I can’t bring myself to make it so. It’s very difficult to want to live sometimes. I’m sorry about what happened to you. I wish you were not this way. But it sounds like you have been through a lot so I can’t say that I blame you. You sound very noble in ways that I can perceive.
Or maybe I’m projecting or something. I mean, I don’t know you. Maybe you’ve done something horribly wrong. But I’m starting to suspect that you are also known as “Godel” on Philosophy Now?
Are you also known as “Godel” on Philosophy Now? Or am I mistaken?
Either way, I’m curious what has made you this way and if there is anything I can do to mend things somehow?
Ecmandu, perhaps you are right about going on forever, Or perhaps you are wrong. Either way, wouldn’t it help to speak to others in the here and now like you are doing with me now? Plain and upfront?
As far as using your entire spirit to try to destroy all of existence, that sounds like a pretty bad idea. Are you beyond that now or are you still feeling ultimate malice toward others?