If I say what I think is awesome about you, you turn it around and act like I don’t actually think you as a person are awesome (geh…) without those things.
But if I don’t say what I like about you, you act like I’m calling you trash? When I never even once called you trash.
There’s a really wonderful woman who has a crush on me.
My mind doesn’t quite work like that, but it’d be really nice.
She likes boundaries too. I only share my heart with people. I can remote control the entire species, the moment I understood the horror of it. I pulled out of everyone.
At the end of the day…
I’m the same old Jason.
Pleasurable exclusive access problem
Consent violation problem
Negative zero sum problem.
In a sex dimorphic species on any planet…
If one sex is more powerful than the other sex…
And one sex acts out to get sex and the other only accepts acting out…
You should know that you’re going to have a horrible death for teaching this.
In other news. Are you planning your forever that starts now, or are you forever planning and never starting? There is a forever plan already in place. It incorporates your plan, but. Ultimately, if your hypothetical plan is in line with the real forever plan, it will become an active existent rather than being reconciled as nihil (which would be wasting your life).
So.
Do you really wanna live forever? Or just forever plan to live?
Actively exist your essence before it shrivels up and dies.
He was doing the same thing I’m doing, but on a lower level. He pretended. That women were sentient. Every Beatle was a misogynist. They wrote love songs as jokes to manipulate women. When the women fell for it, they hated them even more.
He had a kind spirit. But in order to cope and not be lonely he had to pretend women were real.
On my level, I have to pretend both men and women are real.