You were never created. You can have things taken though…. Added and restored as well. Bounty. The lord giveth, the lord taketh away…. Removing instead of expanding beauty is a lack of imagination.
I’m a selfish fuck. I know that my joy is dependent on not only my joy but the joy of others.
I know hell exists. That diminishes my joy. I think it’s a lack of imagination. It’s like a rebel alliance against the lack of imagination inherent in having nightmares forever be removed.
Women overcompensate because they don’t have to try. It gives them an air of being above no matter what and a feeling of guilt.
I’ve seen pretty women nude who others want to see but don’t.
I think about things like primary care physicians, gynocologists and massage therapists who are the exceptions to the norms of observing and feeling people who everyone wants but have exceptions as morays, morays are ways to get around laws.
Things people think are odd, but not illegal.
It’s not illegal to have exclusive access to boys and girls nobody gets to see, but everyone wants to see.
You know when someone is so hot you just want to see them?
I’ve had decent luck at nude beaches in the past to this regard. Teenage glowing beauties who are in the service industry. The service industry has massive exposure. And massive fantasy. And I thought to myself. Wow. I actually randomly got to see people everyone fantasizes about in their sphere, but I had exclusive access on a random day for them.
I haven’t been to those types of beaches for a long time…. But I realized exceptions. I was titillated (pun intended) and realized exclusive access: I’ve thought deeply about this.
Married women. Teenage glow. Exclusive access. Taboo. Not against the law.