Intent

You lost me on what I want to do “is a sin of nature?” This left me not completely understanding what followed.

Lately, Creation has been bafflingly attentive. I am having my desires answered post haste and I have noticed this “favoring,” as you called it. Not only is this favoring blowing my mind, but I am feeling a bit guilty about it as I reflect. I am definitely not complaining about having too easy of a time. I simply don’t understand why I am so fortunate. Others may pick apart my life and wonder why I would be feeling fortunate, blessed, any sort of special since my life in and of itself does not reflect what society regards as successful. I am poor economically, own nothing of value, my health is waning, never married, no kids, few friends, a hermit and yet in the center of my being is a subtle power that feels infinite.

The positive changes I have made already are paying off tenfold but I agree that switching everything up could bring even more extraordinary results.

One point in life may be to have dreams, aspirations, simply to experience splendor, rather than produce those dreams in reality. Another point may be to learn grace. Another is a positive perspective in how we frame and respond to reality every second.

Do you think grace and putting life in a positive light go hand-n-hand?

Wendy,

Having been through thousands of hell realms in only 30 years…

I’ll give you a little advice: just feel gratitude.

That’s good enough

Nature created masculine and feminine - along with about every other trait. Evolution tested to resolve if the masculine-feminine combination was strong. After millions of years of testing - it turned out to be the victor. Nature proved that masculine-feminine combination is the way to go - “a sin against nature” is to attempt any of the failed traits that nature had already tested over millions of years (sort of like a “sin against science” by ignoring what scientists have tested for centuries).

So why did you say that your unrequited intent was a feeling of peace - and not being honest with yourself? Is this a part of that dishonesty? Or are you like the millennials who get all of the “free” stuff from the government and feel that their life is great but want for more - more ice cream - more money - more power - more - more - ignoring the eventuality? Is it that you are just too blissfully happy and seek a little more peace - maybe a little fruity red wine to top off your ice cream and cake? :confused:

Ok - that sounds like a MIJOT issue - simply allow it.

If you meant by “grace” - “gratefulness” - certainly - it creates MIJOT.

Anyway this has been a great (although brain-straining) exercise for me. I learned quite a lot - still digesting. So thanks for the challenge anyway. :smiley:

Steadily working on my reply, starting over again and again. #-o

WendyDarling

Why do you struggle with it, WendyDarling? When you see the difference between the two, what do you do then?

At this moment, it is to respond to your post. It’s different at different times.

What kind of things? Physical things? How do you streamline your struggle between your higher and lower natures?

That’s a great thing. How do YOU do that?

For instance?

Maybe to notice things many others do not. A lot of that un-noticing goes on, you know?

Honestly, I don’t think that I am there yet. They all fluctuate…or go back a step or two. nothing “best” learned yet.

More what? Who told you that you were not enough?

That’s a very good one. Many of us are not there yet.