First, let me introduce myself. I’m Hieu Nguyen Ngoc, a Vietnamese, male, 40 years old. I reached enlightenment on 21-2-2004. Since then, I become a daoist (taoist) and teach taoistic zen (meditation). As I had learnt Taoism, Buddhistic meditation (similar to taoistic zen as I found), Osho, Professor Cao Xuan Huy (a Vietnamese Taoist), and I had integrated these into a new system, I have the name integration zen taoist. Before me, even founders Lao Tzu, Chuang Tzu, Lieh Tzu, we don’t see they had zen. A zen taoist like me is very new. Taoism is different from Buddhism from beginning, but the last, i.e, enlightenment in Taoism is very similar to that of Buddhism. Hence, some Buddhists in Vietnam say to learn, to practise both are good. Consequently, Taoistic zen is very valuable, as good as Buddhist zen.
Is it arrogant to call myself a taoist, that means, I’m enlightened, live in deliverance, always happy? No! To be enlightened is to perceive nothingness, not goodness. Since I don’t say I’m good, I’m not arrogant. To see I am nothingness, that is to see I have no yin (bad) direction, nor yang (good) direction, but I see that I am chaotic as Lao Tzu, Chuang Tzu wrote. I see I’m multidimensional, neither good only nor bad only, but my life goes every direction. When I see I’m nothingness, my mind is empty, sadness can’t enter, so I am happy unconditionally, even when criminals robbed me, as I see robbers were nothingness, money was nothingness, not goodness, as a result, I would treat robbers like friends. Osho, modern zen master wrote that Lao Tzu & Buddha were both non-being, not the good. Since being enlightened, I have the ability to require evil with good, and I have no ego as Lao & Buddha taught, not to return like for like in a mediocre way. This is not because I have desire to do goodness, to become a saint, but because I see my enemies are nothingness, no firm natures. Learn Taoism, you will know why easily. Lao & Buddha said everyone was equal, thus, I am not higher, greater than my learners; women and men are equal, the rich and the poor are equal etc, then of course I treat my learners as friends.
My aim is I want to spread non-being as far as I can, since to perceive Tao, or nothingness is great happiness. To know non-existence is to be relaxed most of the time, therefore you would have a calm soul and a silent soul makes you a good learner. This is a shortcut for studying.
Please feel free to contact me. Email, chat: daosi05@yahoo.com , Skype: ngochieu73