Some books really strike a nerve—not because we sense the author knows us, but because we sense the author was us, and then climbed higher. By recognizing ourselves in the text, we instinctively feel the author is a few steps ahead of us, and that he knows the way forward, out and over our present selves, our present condition.
That’s what attracted me to Moby Dick when I started reading it one drizzly November day. More precisely, it was the cheerful tone and wry humor of the narrator—Ishmael, Ishmael the convalescent—and how sharply it clashed with Ishmael the sailor, the protagonist in his own story. They are two different characters.
Ishmael the sailor is depressed, in despair, suicidal. He tells us that whenever he finds himself growing grim about the mouth, drawn to funeral processions, or itching to methodically knock people’s hats off in the street, he knows it’s time to head to sea. The sea, he says, is his substitute for pistol and ball.
Ishmael the sailor is in a bad way when we first meet him, but Ishmael the narrator isn’t. His tone is cheerful, amused, elevated. He’s obviously over whatever once plagued his sad protagonist. There’s a diagnosis and a promised cure in that contrast. You, the reader, empathize and identify with Ishmael the sorry sailor, but you’re drawn, magnetically, to Ishmael the lighthearted narrator. How did he do it? How did he convalesce? Melville’s suggestion is subtle and seductive: pay attention to Ishmael on this journey, because he found the way.
Now, Ahab is a character in Ishmael’s story, but more than that, he is a temptation, a warning, a foil—a path Ishmael might have taken while battling his despair, but a path which Melville shows us leads to ruin. Ishmael, ultimately, goes another way. But which way is that?
From the beginning, we see that Ishmael is defined by his openness—to the journey, the seas, to the strange cast of characters. Take Queequeg, the pagan cannibal, for example. Rather than recoiling, Ishmael gives him a chance, befriends him. They share a bed, a bond, they even wed, actually. Ishmael is open to fate. He doesn’t rage against it, like Ahab. He inspects whatever fate throws his way. He’s fascinated by it. Ahab is indignant, injured, even more, insulted, by the slings and arrows of his outrageous fortune—and so he hurls a harpoon back. Talk not to me of blasphemy, man; I’d strike the sun if it insulted me. That’s Ahab.
Ishmael, on the other hand, didn’t set out to hunt Moby Dick. He didn’t even set out for whaling, for crying out loud. He just set out for the sea and stumbles onto the Pequod, the ship on which the hunt takes place. He misses the ferry to Nantucket, ends up in New Bedford, meets Queequeg at the Spouter-Inn, and follows the thread from there. He’s a leaf in the winds of fate—but he’s not exactly passive. That much is clear from the fact that he goes to sea not as a passenger, but as a sailor. Ishmael immerses himself in the life handed down to him. He’s not a passive observer of his own fate. He’s an actor, but not a petulant actor, a prima dona, railing against the scriptwriter and director. How dare they do this to my character on my hour upon the stage!
So when fate brings him to the Pequod and whaling, Ishmael dives deep. He’s not outraged. He observes his shipmates, their personalities—everything—and sketches it all for us in a series of funny little chapters. He studies whales and gives us that infamous, sprawling, punishing chapter, Cetology. On the face of it, it reads like a catalog on whales, but it’s something more. Ishmael shows his spiritual depth, hinting that the whale, to him, is not just a beastly and fearsome fish, but a mystery, a kind of sacred puzzle. He detects something else, he projects something else—something of himself, his world, something that haunts him—onto the whale. Something vast, unknowable, monstrous, maybe even divine. Fate places him on a whaling ship with a captain obsessed with hunting one particular whale—and Ishmael resolves his spiritual turmoil in that mode, as a sailor, on that ship, hunting Moby Dick. He doesn’t complain. I think I would complain.
And so we arrive at the central question:
What is Moby Dick to Ishmael?
And what is he to Ahab?
Luckily, Melville gives us two chapters—41 and 42—where he addresses these questions head on. That’s why I think of them as the beating heart of the novel.
Ishmael’s journey—from a despairing, suicidal sailor to a cheerful and convalescent narrator—runs straight through Moby Dick. But what is the white whale to Ishmael? And what is it to Ahab? Why does it destroy one, and enlighten the other? What is the proper relationship that one ought to have to Moby Dick, that white minotaur in the labyrinth of our souls?