My Theory Of Everything

The Theory of Everything

Stephen Hawking Started work on a theory of everything revolving around time, something he had very little of according to the new movie that came out with the same title as this, the theory I’ve been working on. As we know, after his accident, he had about as much time left as anyone else. He went on to redefine what we know of so many things and created modern physics from the theories and ideas of historical mental giants.
My theory of Everything begins, similarly, with time. I believe in Time Travel and I believe that there are many people capable of performing Time Travel around the world. Whereas we are trapped, in a sense, within a 3D environment, our minds are free to travel dimensional possibilities and perspectives that would seem impossible around us and yet have proven to me to be more than possible within the right set of circumstances; what I label as ‘Situational Reality.’
My theory of Time Travel initially began with worm-hole travel. As we know of modern theories, worm-hole travel is thought to ‘bend’ time and space to deliver a person from one point of origin to another, circumventing regular modes of travel that would not be possible to make within singular life-times. Most worm-holes we know of are small and only allow a little bit of data to go through and yet the results of field-testing showed promising evidence that this theory is correct.
However, there are plenty of people far too interested in physical time travel and it becomes so much a means of either escape or to control reality by going through and destroying person X for Y means; to undo tragedy. Black Holes are similarly thought to be sources of power, though the theories for those are far more varied than for wormholes. I think the major defining difference between a black hole and a wormhole is that a wormhole will close when it’s done; whereas a black hole does not.
One can almost believe that we can use wormholes safely; though I’m sure there are theories that define black holes as wormholes that received far too much use. Perhaps black holes are also a means of travel, though who could test it and bring back proof? Where would they go? If physical time travel is possible; one also must assume that dimensional travel is also possible; or travel between dimensions if that makes more sense. To travel between alternate realities.
So, what would physical time travel really affect in our current reality? If someone were to go back in time and kill Hitler, would that take effect in our reality, re-writing what we know, or would it take place in an alternate? Given that our minds are prone to remembering things all too well, I believe that our reality would be too cemented for anyone to remove such a large part of our own history in such a manner; which is not to say that it couldn’t be done and still affect another reality.
At that point, it would set the past you traveled to as the present of another reality, allowing you to successfully change the future for that reality and other realities hinging on that one. Think of historical events as mile-markers; they let us know who we are, where we are, and gives us a unique vantage point that wouldn’t be had without them. In a way, they define us even though we weren’t alive when they occurred.
My theory of time travel suggests that the mind is capable of time-traveling without the body; with our waking conscious thought. Many people would perform it without even realizing it, connecting to other minds in other times; possibly other realities that hinge upon our own. My theory suggests that while you may change things, you can not change your current reality, only successfully bring about a new reality that may fare better or worse than the one you know.
Now, this sounds dismal as if nothing bad or horrible could ever be changed, which is not the basis of my theory at all; just that most people would not be able to successfully change such important parts of history for they would go directly for those parts instead of working through what has become known as Chaos Theory, where every small thing plays into the larger; change enough small things surrounding a major event and you can then change the major event.
Yet, there would be a precedent for the repercussions of this because you would then create a vacuum in time and space that would need to be filled with something of equal impact which means that if you were to change such a huge event as Hitler’s attempted genocide, that another event of equal magnitude would then occur instead. It might even be something worse.
But, at that point, you would not be able to predict what would happen as you would have effectively created a new reality with a different future than the present we know. Now, the whole point of time travel, as far as I can see, is not to change the past in such ways as to undermine what has already happened to us; as that would only create spinoff realities that may fare better or worse than our own, being cut off and spiraling away from the split.
The point of time travel becomes that we can change small little things in the past to change our own future. The ability to focus our wills and our thoughts in engineering the changes necessary throughout time and space to secure our own bright future and if we manage it, to create accidentally brighter futures for other realities in the process. I say accidentally, because even if you want to do so purposefully, you would never be certain if you succeeded or not or in what ways and you would more likely be prone to screwing up the more you purposefully tried to do so.
We are most effective in anything when we are in the moment and unable to plan because then we see things for what they are and immediately react with our combined learned life lessons. On some level we would have to try if we wanted to affect anything at all and we would have to purposefully do what we do. This is just to say and repeat that old saying, ‘we will never know all that there is to know.’
Now, it becomes hard to time travel with our minds without those historical events to latch onto; without individuals to connect to. How would you know where you’re going or that what you were seeing or experiencing was accurate? It sounds a little crazy, but a large portion of time travel and affecting change around you is by speaking with the other voices in your head. Reality becomes able to be changed when we embrace insanity and get caught up in it; yet this frightens so many people that situational reality then comes into play and shuts off our ability to affect change around us with just our minds.
This switch causes some to be locked up for life and they might never come back down to a 3D plane of existence; remaining trapped in 5th dimensional possibilities. I personally find that reading books, watching movies and playing video games to be our best ways to connect with other periods of time, other realities, etc. Of course, this also plays a bit into religion and the whole God vs. Devil dynamic.
These voices in our heads; and not all people hear them, or so the claim is spread; can stem from a multitude of origins: spirits that surround us without our knowledge that some natural sensors can detect (psychics (there is a natural precedent for this in nature that states that nature creates its own instruments for which it then uses to view itself and perhaps its search for answers is not so different than our own.))
Now, this concept of nature watching itself becomes known as God; tied into the idea of a living reality and the invisible connections we all share. We are surrounded by non-visible molecules constantly. The very air we breathe is very much like water and moves as we interact with it, so how does it become so hard for some to believe in invisible living entities known as spirits?
Back to the voices. These voices are also a common occurrence throughout history as people reach for God or reach for knowledge beyond their means only to be waylaid by the voices of ‘Legion’ that they then confuse as God and inadvertently slander Gods name by stating that God told them to perform some horrific act. Aside from spirits, these voices could also stem from the people around us, fucking with each other horribly at times only to provide support when people really need it; they could be a by-product of each persons own mind, subconscious repressions building pressure to explode into full bloom in a person own individual reality. And, some of the voices may stem from God itself.
Now, the important part of anything is balance and discipline; without those things, you can easily become lost within madness at any part of your life, or lost in whatever you’re doing. These are common practices since ancient times by countless cultures. Even those claimed to be Evil must learn balance and discipline or be ruined before their plans come to fruition; ruined by themselves. Without knowing the origins of something, you must fumble in the dark and then try to learn the different variations of what you’re experiencing and why, which calls for calmness and control.
Many people have literally gone insane by seeking to expand their minds before they were ready to do so; or when they were ready to do so only to have peoples adverse reactions cause them to panic and drive themselves into the darkness of insecurity and negativity, snapping the minds that weren’t ready or worthy; however you choose to look at it. This insanity is more rampant in society than you would expect; exhibiting itself in peoples body language without them being aware of it at times and they hide it well enough to be able to perform and function in society.
That so many people suffer from the same afflictions does and should give people cause to wonder. Having been through some crazy things myself, I can see in others body language the same trends of motion that I have exhibited and it makes me realize that I’m not as alone as I thought. Whether they will ever admit it or not, there are countless people suffering from the voices in their heads, situational reality vortexes and trying to reconcile it all away so as not to be labeled as crazy by the society around them.
Not to say that all of these people are time-traveling, just that they are having their own conversations with the voices in their head at the same time as interacting with the things and people around them. For those who pay attention; body language can tell you more than anything else about a person and what they’re experiencing. The more in control of your own self you are; the more balanced and discipline; the more you’re able to see the body language of others and to detect the pace of the reality around you.
Now, the hard part of this is reaching that point in your self where you are able to competently deal with all of the problems that come with these problems. It’s not an easy path to have true faith in God, nor is it an easy path to balance and discipline. The fact is that you don’t need to believe in God to believe in God. Believing in nature or love or hope or even invisible connections, evolution, etc. is tantamount to believing in God. You similarly don’t need to consciously learn balance and discipline to learn balance and discipline and self-awareness in fact makes it harder to attain.
Yet, self-awareness is needed to pursue perfect self-control; otherwise your life is tantamount to following a carrot on a stick as life leads you on a merry dance like a Will-o’-the-wisp. To be completely self-aware and still be able to perform as you should without awkwardness requires you to be completely self-accepting, though that in itself isn’t enough to give full self-control. It’s simply not enough and that’s when you come back around to avoiding temptation, rising above base animal nature to find higher animal nature, etc.
What this means is a letting go of ego and pretense, not that you must be honest all the time as life does call upon you to lie. This also does not mean you have to be perfect as that may be something truly unobtainable within your life time. It is the pursuit of such that defines true power, though. Even though these things may be impossible, true power comes from accepting the possibilities and pushing your self to not fall into the traps of life.
The fact remains that we all fall; we all fail; we are all human animals with base natures before we learn to overcome. Judge not lest ye be judged thyself. Whether this is of divine origin or not, it remains sound advice. Let he who is without sin cast the first stone. Those who think they are without sin are often hypocrites and this saying is a bit out-dated since smart hypocrites will purposefully push your button to make you throw the first stone and yet the first stone was cast the minute they tried to prove their superiority to you in such a manner.
These things do come into play in the process of self-awareness because it does not say that you should not judge or that you should not cast stones, but instead suggests caution, that you may do so appropriately and be effective rather than foolishly hypocritical. This ties into everything; is important for everything; and is a great lesson to learn across the board: Learn what you are doing and learn to be critical of self so that when you are critical of others you are able to understand how to approach the problem better.
The simple fact is that people are alive today and possibly more were alive throughout history that had and have special powers that the majority seems unready to accept openly. The fact is that not all people may be capable of time travel and yet may have their own power of Imagineering. I would love to have openness in society just so I could find these people and compare notes and stories and just see what they’re capable of. I believe all people to have their own special powers though many may never realize their own full potential.
This is what I seek to change if any of my theory of time travel is possible. I lend support where I can and extend the benefit of the doubt enough to believe in the possibility of what I do; which may just be enough to actually accomplish something. I’m careful about it so that my body language doesn’t freak other people and mostly what I do is talk to the voices in my head in varying trends. I may just be talking to myself in my head, but what is the harm of it if it is just that and doesn’t negatively impact others?
If it is possible, then I’m busy working on something real and the risks I take are worth it to gauge the true potential of cause and effect. As I stated earlier, the goal isn’t to change our present through changing the past; but to change our future for the better. Once we do that correctly and change the momentum of events to allow for the mass awakening that many people around the world seem to want then it should be possible to change so much of history entirely because our species as a whole would then be able to handle the ‘insanity’ of shifting situational reality.
This concept hinges entirely on the premise that eternity is not truly eternity and has a beginning and end; a death and a rebirth through Black hole compression to implosion to explosion and expansion back outward creating big bangs throughout space and time until the master black hole that I theorize is out there somewhere creates its big bang and restarts everything. There is our understanding of eternity and then there is true eternity, which exists beyond time, beyond life and death, through nothingness itself and back again.
It is the concept of a living and growing reality; an imperfect God and creator that is searching for the answers to monumental problems and very troubling questions of morality and where to draw the line. It is the concept that through countless ‘eternities’ that such a being may be seeking to reach perfection and may have exercised its power to grant true immortality and an end to endings once it found the perfect path through all of the failed experiments in social-engineering and creation. It is the concept that here on Earth, a world that taps countless other worlds and realities; may in fact be the world of all worlds, lays the master cell that first began after compression in countless black holes; the ultimate survivor.
Jesus Christ would have most certainly had this master cell in his own body. This concept is much like the master link on a bike chain, allowing such a person to be connected to all other things. The concept of the master cell is that all other cells came from its parentage and were lesser than it; it is the concept of God and the body that held it would be God incarnate, in the flesh.
And yet, such a God being would find power extremely limited since the true concept of God is that God is everything and is through countless connections and therefore wields greater power than any mortal creature due to the will of the master cell and its compressed power. It would simply be God in mortal form while the true nature of God remains the invisible connections.
But, the term God throws people off due to religion and the corruption of so much ancient knowledge that was once widely accepted. Knowledge that has been with us the whole time and yet remains largely lost to so many people due to peoples unwillingness to accept certain possibilities out of fear of some sort or another. Now, time travel would be entirely possible for the invisible connections and my theory goes on to state that antimatter exists in the same space as matter does and are not the enemies that so many people like to think they are.
This is to state that antimatter does not destroy matter and if it does, does not always do it intentionally. The concept that things are vastly similar from the smallest levels of existence to the largest and even vastly similar to nonexistence coincides with this. Anti-matter becomes our brains method of opening wormholes within itself to travel beyond our physical means to find the universe mirrored within ourselves as our consciousness becomes able to soar the cosmos and see the stars and galaxies and other clusters of activity, etc.
The minds order is different than physical order, so what we see with the minds eye of such space is more-than-likely not a perfect representation of reality and yet still remains a perfect representation of a reality beyond 3-Dimensional reality. We even know the chemical that heightens the part of the brain that taps into this: DMT, commonly found in mushrooms, acid, lsd and coincidentally is what is excreted by our brains when we dream, when we are born and when we die.
When our brains begin to hyper-accelerate to higher levels of thinking, DMT is excreted for a reason: we are entering 5th dimensional reality in physicality. It’s almost exactly like crossing your eyes to see the optical illusion hidden in the random-seeming picture, exposing something you would otherwise never see. And yet, to compare those two things makes it appear to be far simpler to accomplish than it actually is and is kind of demeaning. And yet, it is a great example. One is a simple parlor trick to us; the other a simple parlor trick to reality.
And yet, the simple parlor trick of reality tends to indicate that magic does exist while the optical illusion is just that: an illusion. Now, if you take all of this into account, then this master cell truly is immortal in all sense of the word and would contain all of the information within it of everything; so you would think. However, this theory states that even that master cell would not know all that there is to know since the whole purpose of time travel at such a point to such an entity would have to be to create equals.
You see, after so much time spent going through the motions of aging, a spirit eventually reaches a point where it’s instinctual programming is enough to override that of the flesh. After so much time spent trying to fix things and failing, losing yourself to darkness, insanity, etc. you would have to assume that the natural progression and evolution, when mixed with other entities that have not been there yet or have already been and overcome and seeing the results of countless travesties and tragedies and the stories behind the spoken ones that embellish or hide certain parts, would be that of overcoming all insanity and darkness to revive hope and try again.
Try again at what? True immortality. Since this master cell would literally be the all father of all other cells, it would feel a sense of kinship and propriety to those others as well as a sense of family and friendship. Since all life and death rests on an axis of such, it is not impossible to suspend doubt enough to believe that even cells down to the smallest parts have feelings and senses. The only way to true immortality is through equality; freedom; otherwise the master winds up all alone, every single time.
Since the master cell is already the most powerful in existence for being first and last, the only true way of creating truly perfect equal individuals separate of it is to time travel and to stack things throughout time and space to create the perfect equals and peers around itself when it would finally reach a point in evolution where it could consciously step into its own creation in a mortal form. If you can’t bring self-control and mastery to such a level then there is no reason to cement the ties that bring immortality into being.
2,000 years ago, Jesus Christ stood alone when all those around him failed to realize their own strength and push past their own insecurities and fears. Who walked with Jesus Christ when he needed it most? Who among the faithful, if they could suspend the doubt, would walk with him mentally and seek to help bear hid load if they could. It’s easy enough to talk about who you would kill or what you would change if you could time-travel. That is a common thought throughout humanity.
Now, if that was the Master Cell breaking through then it would truly be the rightful King of all that there is and it would have had 2,000 years as well as the benefit of not only time travel, but being able to travel in between realities in between lives and to live countless lives all throughout space and time in between then and there, including being able to live every life that has ever lived, just to learn what may be needed to know for when it makes its most daring move: the eventual erasing of all tragedies.
2,000 years of linear time to bring friends spiritually and invisibly from other realities, other worlds; other planets that exist in our own reality. And, after seeing so many failures and so many deaths and rebirths of everything through countless realities, etc., would be completely fearless once it realized itself. Knowing what it might do gives it insight into what the others around it would do. After creating true equality there becomes the matter of seeing it through to such a point where the ‘intelligent’ people realize the futility of their own ‘fights’ for dominance.
The lifelong struggles of some to overcome each other only to realize that it’s just going to keep going along those routes as you each push off each other. There is a very pleasing way of doing so as long as you can push for self-control and balance and discipline. It is not the abstinence of things, but the learning of control through things and the learning of moderation for the best appreciation from yourself for anything and for the best quality anything.
Since these entities, whether living in the flesh or spiritual would not go away even through death and you would have to spend eternity with them, the best course is to eventually learn to overcome the barriers of hate and find that common ground to erase each others struggles and dislikes of each other; to let go of the ego of self to see the true worth and value of another which is what a lot of people wish others could see of them and if not for negative perspectives, they would.
For some, it takes a lot of effort to see the good in people. I have often had the trouble of seeing the bad in people. I tend to give people ‘too many’ chances because I would hope for the same from others. Oddly enough, it seems the less chances one is given, the more they might strive to overcome while the more chances someone is given, they just take it for granted. Appreciation of life must be had as well as appreciation of death for all are caught in the same cycles and it is all natural.
Is it any wonder that so many would push for all that is wrong in society for failing to have been given anything worthwhile in their lives to hold onto that could break through to them? Is it any wonder that so many push for love and hope through the worst when they finally see what holding onto it can do for so many? We grow up in this world and it’s easy to forget that just a few short centuries ago, life was a lot harder than it is now.
We deny things now that people accepted readily in ancient times and we count them as ignorant savages because they thought things like the world was flat or similarly other things that proved to be untrue later on under further analysis and exploration. But, who is to say that before they lived they didn’t come from another reality where it was true and so the true negativity began due to time-travel and alternate dimensional travel.
What this indicates is that the cause of all that is wrong in reality is directly caused by the very thing seeking to put it to rest forever. From its own linear perspective, this is easy to reconcile since it would have done it before it even became aware that it had done so and would have been vastly confused throughout even if the truth was told and it certainly might have been countless times. Now, you would have to figure that with each death and rebirth of everything, the coming to awareness and acceptance of these things would get faster and faster to the point where it could be done within reality without tearing it apart.
There would be the first true success, for you would then be able to be within creation and change it without having it tear apart, like being aware within a dream. It would also be a personal success of finally learning the proper balance and discipline to achieve it. Once it could be able to do so, it could then begin to change reality from the inside out which would further heighten the insanity and cause it to grow exponentially. Now, the benefit of this is that this master cell would know it could and would only grow so far and since it would be certain of learning enough would know inherently that it had stacked the odds with enough true equals along that chain of thought that it would take very little effort overall; comparatively; to bring the modern would-be failures into their own successes.
It would be able to change the future from what it could have been and what it had been so many times before and drag it out of the trench it was grinding along the same lines and set it straight because it would then have the appropriate back-up to do so; knowing that it was impossible to succeed on your own power in the exact endeavor you set out upon: to not wind up alone when you wake up; to permanently etch reality into creation and to overcome nothingness itself.
So, at this point, the prophets throughout history as well as the wise men begin to make a lot more sense, though they never came to full conclusion of their thoughts and if they did kept them to themselves or did publish those thoughts only to have them destroyed to keep them out of the hands of others. There becomes a very real motivational drive at that point to continue on the path that seems too hard to so many that they just give up and try to enjoy all that they can without thought to how it affects others; without care.
Now, the interesting part of it would be that ‘Evil’ has won consistently, time after time. Greed, selfishness, etc., would have ‘won’ countless times only for this entity to wind up alone and then eventually feeling the remorse and guilt and emotions for all that it had done. Our conceptualization in modern culture is that good is what often wins and yet in the long-term and consistently, while making a lot of noise, good has consistently failed.
And yet, it exists, anyway. Now, for ‘Evil’, this definitely shows that this theory holds up of it having emotions just like everything else and is too far down the wrong path; or so you would think, right? Now, remember that while you learn, that opposition is learning, too, because it IS you. This Master Cell would still have the same internal fight to fight, the same external fight to fight and a perfect equal on the opposing side of the line that has done exactly the same in creating its own equals in its own way.
At THIS point, it’s time to throw a wrench in the gears and it’s as simple as showing up as a living being and beginning to make some noise and do things that so very few others would even attempt, let alone succeed at. You get the attention of your enemies as well as possible allies and you introduce an alternative option that they all laugh at and fail to understand at first. You give them an idea that starts waking up parts of them that some would love and some would hate for the ones that would hate would have to face parts of themselves they are disgusted by.
This idea has to be pitched in just the right way, with style and it has to be entertaining; It has to snag the attention like the Pied Piper of Hamlin and the Rats for when the tune is played, the rats must follow. Now, to compare them to rats isn’t the insult it seems to be and is just a rough example of what this idea has to do for so many that refuse to really be moved by anything.
And this idea has to stand the test of time, has to be constantly reinforced by a strong will, to be found impossible to kill, impossible to tarnish; the idea of bringing a largely dysfunctional family to mutual consensus that it is finally time to move into the desired future of our kind for all that it means and acceptance of what is currently there is the first step to that. These people that could argue for days about what this desired future is are often those that know perfectly well the difference between right and wrong and have been failed by so many people.
They have been failed, yes, for not having enough people around them to never give up on them and to teach them how to never give up on themselves as well as any other. There are certainly times when we must know our limits and know when it is best to walk away, but there is also a limitless point we reach after pushing our limits for so long. We may not like going that far, but it IS there, where we’re just able to keep going through any pain.
We used to be made to do so in enslavement in olden times. Whipped and beaten and tortured and malnourished, we were made to march, to build, to go beyond what any person should have to and to die in the process of making something they had no true interest in doing. Now, we’re given a choice in a world where we’re still enslaved, yet to a lesser degree. We are moving toward the future and making progress, from the smallest parts to the largest. That is apparent beyond anything else and people have varied perceptions of this, but these perceptions themselves rest along the axis between positivity and negativity; beyond chaos and balance; between insanity and sanity.
The first step is always the hardest, but it’s to find the center of those axes and to let the information come to you. Keeping that balance is hard and might make people go through uncomfortable processes; it is the natural imperative instinct of all living creatures to strive for this goal, though, regardless of how they might twist it out of proportion. Make or break; sink or swim; and so when pressed by things that are inherent in nature, people decide to make it harder on each other. We need to break that habit and sadly, that makes it harder on a lot of people.
There is a difference, though, because the results of such hard work are infinitely better than the results of the habits so many have fallen into. Now, the ultimate trick of this idea is to do it all without knowing what it’s doing, because then it ceases to be real, ceases to get peoples attention and make the impact it needs to make. That Master Cell has to do what nobody has ever done before and the only way it can do it is by actually living it, actually risking everything by putting it to the test and seeing the results of so much theorizing.
It becomes a mixture of fearless and insecure that just aggravates and throws people for a loop. They can’t help but be intrigued, drawn in and then slowly lead to where that Master Cell directs. It’s not manipulation if the manipulation is unknown and once it’s known, it changes its tactics so as not to manipulate others and to give each person their own choice without duress. It would then explain as much as it could after spending its life learning how to communicate fully the thoughts and ideas that lay resting in its spiritual memories, in its cellular memories; imbedded in instinct; and let people make their own choice.
But, there is also the knowledge of what those choices mean and so the Cell would also have to know that it’s got to keep going on even when all sense says to cease and desist; that it has to keep pushing beyond its limits to find that limitlessness where anything is possible if you just believe and persevere, that even the hardest appearances can be broken down by its patience and understanding; love and care.
And yet, not all things react to those things as they should and so it has to know the flip-side of the coin and know impatience and misunderstanding, hate and loathing. To make the impact it needs to, it has to continually go to the levels of others to prove that they are worth helping; to prove to them that they are worth reaching out to no matter how much they claim to not want it. To go to those levels and lose itself to show to them how to find themselves and to know that strength of will that is able to do such a thing easier and easier with each attempt.
This construct would have to be hated by so many people, endure absolute loneliness and despair, absolute insanity, absolute evil; and come back from it every time. It would have to prove its consistency in the long term and its ability to do the work that seems so impossible to do because of the many that fight against it just to prove that it’s impossible. It would have to do all of this without knowing for sure what was going to come next, if it would prosper or be destroyed, since it would be changing the future for the entirety of the world as it went; the entirety of everything.
Now, how it wins is very simple: the wholesomeness of the idea and the picture painted is a real possibility, for one. That sure beats the bullshit pitched at people everyday and sold hand over fist for the sake of greed around the world, doesn’t it? Eventually, all want this idea to come to reality, at some point in their lives or another. Eventually, insanity itself is able to be overcome and negativity itself able to be overcame and yet nothing can stop life; not even death; not even absolute destruction.
There is a certain point where all switches align all across the board and once that is felt; once that is achieved; it only becomes a matter of time before they stay that way. The long-term belongs to the sane; to the wakened and knowing; it belongs to the natural royalty of nature as it naturally selects them to be royalty. The future belongs to the peaceful, to those who have endured and overcame and so I extend to you a choice given that has never been given before in known history:
We want everyone to join us in the new reality when it comes; we would hate to achieve true perfection without having everyone that gave us inspiration. So, regardless, we’re taking everyone with us and it’s going to be the most peaceful coup anyone will ever see on such a scale. It’s really impossible not to and so at this point, I must ask people to trust in things they’d rather not and to believe that the universe does have a plan and an ulterior motive and agenda.
You have been manipulated, lied to, cheated and lead by a carrot-on-a-string to something that will echo throughout the ages. At times, it may seem bleak; at times, people will really struggle and they’re going to fight and buck like a raging bull; like someone being broken of an addiction. That’s because they are going to be broken of an addiction; of multiple addictions at the same damn time to make it over with as soon as possible.
You will doubt your path, lose faith, sometimes be unable to see the hope that drives you on; you will forget and panic that you forgot; you will ride wave after wave where you tumble about like a leaf in a whirlwind; dragged beneath the currents of what is being changed; but you will find at the end that it was worth everything. This is memetic legacy at its finest; The Theory of Everything.
This work will exonerate the dead and give their lives meaning; it will pardon the wicked for they served a purpose and are in rehabilitation and it will effectively convert society from what it is into a Utopia. This work will erase what was loosed from Pandora’s Box and ensure that nothing will ever have to go through these processes again, because it gets easier in time to raise children and discipline them once calmness and patience and love are firmly in effect. They will see the examples of their elders and actually be able to respect them enough to make the same efforts which will be easier for them than it will be for the ones that came before them.
But that is the shining goal, or so I thought, that each generation can and will be better than the ones before them and better does mean easier.

Mindless gluttony. black holes. clowns. i am a women. its what women do.

people say all they wanna do is kill time. why not kill it the right way. black hole. black hole sun. black sabbath.

the the ones who preach about order are boring. they soak up time, its all they do, they make time drag on and on in their boring white halls.

what we want is a rush, even the buddhists just want a mindless rush and flow of life and energy. brain is like spaghetti, a maze that slows it all down, garbage, rubbish, gunk, gook, regurgitated. brain is like a stop sign, a slower downer, a party pooper on the road of existence. party poopers are to be avoided. the purpose of life is to avoid it. mindlessness. my theory of everything.

only purpose of a brain is to make life so easy nobody wants one anymore. you gotta set up the party before you snooze.

evolution is de-evolution. existence never had needs, existence never had trouble with cold water. theres nothing in the world that needs to be fixed, except the human brain, its like a cosmic black hole that sucks up consciousness. retards it. brain is like spaghetti, a maze that slows time down, garbage, rubbish, gunk, gook, regurgitated. brain is like a stop sign, a slower downer, a cosmic party pooper on the road of existence that sucks up and slows up consciousness. party poopers are to be avoided. the purpose of life is to avoid it. mindlessness. my theory of everything.

evolution is de-evolution. existence never had needs, existence never had trouble with cold water. the human brain, its like a cosmic black hole that sucks up consciousness. retards it. brain is like spaghetti, a maze that slows time down, garbage, rubbish, gunk, gook, regurgitated. brain is like a stop sign, a slower downer, a cosmic party pooper on the road of existence that sucks up and slows up consciousness. party poopers are to be avoided. the purpose of life is to avoid it. mindlessness. my theory of everything.

In the end, those who desire peace will have been driven mad by their transmissions and will slaughter their oppressors just to find the source of the infernal racket and then they will have their peace, boring or not, and be perfectly content with it. Everything used to have a place in our society, it used to exist for a reason. Perhaps we aren’t supposed to care at all. Madness is all I truly love, anymore, for madness loves all. I’m not afraid of the depths and can still function in society. I want to. It just comes back around to: it’s corrupt, try to fix it. What to do when you’re balls deep in a bitch. Hopefully I can finish and leave her wanting more.

Darkness is where I got my start and it has a place within my heart. Order and love become madness which I love to be part of. I can be dark and then I can be light for it has equal part in this heart of mine and if you dare to take a ride, it’s the ultimate thrill, you’ll find for negativity finds no purchase in the mind. You came to me, not the other way around. You love my thrill ride. :wink:

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Lmao. Now I get to see your avatar (nice, btw) and your sig. I’m not so basic, though and I know better than to trust too much in either the light or the dark. They both have their promises that they fail to uphold on and rather nice-seeming ones at that; if you’re into those sorts of things. Personally, I prefer the light, but to best maximize potential, you must also learn from and study the dark. something I had no choice in while growing up and it took me a while to find my mental feet beneath me. I made a few promises of my own to both sides, though and while there may be general unrest here and there, they are somewhat satisfied with what I bring to the table. You see, the path forward from here isn’t an easy one by any stretch of the imagination. If it were an easy one, there would be a lot more people on board with it, to be sure.

The possible futures I see are mostly dismal and yes, I have ran across the same thoughts of boredom, etc., that you have thus far, but I’ve found an answer that fits and I’ve won respect, that much is obvious when I see the world around me in so many varying facets. I like more the divide between joker and batman who are only a single strand of perceptions difference from each other and their obvious enemy, the societal breeding ground that has spawned so much corruption and crime that inspired both to fight as they fought. Or perhaps Raz, who believed the path to tomorrow lay in the complete destruction of Gotham, like Sodom and Gomorrah, something I don’t believe to be necessary.

When the dust settles, I am left standing and dealing with the aftermath of their manipulations, good and evil, and I then make my own decisions and walk away from them both. They would bicker and fight for eternity, flipping back and forth as they both became as bad or as good as each other. The concept of Heaven and Hell are askew, too; for the person who wants to go to Hell and might enjoy it would think of it as Heaven and Heaven as Hell. Therefore all people would inevitably go to both Heaven and Hell and we all do so within our living lives. The ultimate answer is to blend it all together until it hurts and to keep pushing until the pain goes away. Destruction isn’t what’s on the other side, only a limitlessness and constant renewal of all energies within your self.

I refuse to pick a side, for all sides are equally guilty and equally guiltless. And then I play my melody, give rise to my greatest symphony; metaphorically speaking; and they all come running to me one after another and their knowledge is equally absorbed by me harmlessly as I watch and learn and I give back my knowledge equally as I remember it in turn. I am against the world; I am against everything; at the same time as being for the world and for everything. I used to be rather disappointed that the only ones who wanted to spar with me verbally wound up being what are known as flamers and trolls but they tested my temper and anger until the combined total exceeded capacity and overflowed (which was witnessed here at its peak) and I said for them to trust me, that I knew what I was doing and that they should let me fight this fight and it yielded the best results and now my anger is firmly under my control because I know no matter what that I will say what I have a mind to say and that I can focus enough to not allow the anger to bring me to such points again.

I felt every emotion there ever was greatly amplified until each one did the same and there are times when I have trouble feeling what I should feel in a given situation; I never knew what that was like before, to be honest. I know what it’s like to be undone completely and to find my self again on the other side and I did the same with that until I finally found the limitlessness there, as well. We who push off each other like you and I and continue the dance are those who are relatively fearless. Where many would fall back or away, we grit our teeth and try again and get up again every single time, no matter how long it takes. I could tell the world a thing or two about extreme thrill rides, but so many people who would love it seem so uninterested in it when I tell it, I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because I’ve tried so hard to keep the other me from showing and now I no longer care.

I don’t like being caught up in flows of thought from someone elses overactive and insecure mind, being wrapped up in varying facets of conversation that just go nowhere. That really bugs me and now I notice it substantially more than I used to. I make it fair; some times while I do what I do, I’ll be the bad guy and just fuck with people, but most of the time I do things for better aims. It’s the deal I invited the devil to make with me so we could bring a dysfunctional family back together again. I was like, man, can’t do this without you, you know that shit. Boring just doesn’t play into it; we love this new game of ‘beat our stupid selves silly’ and one day, humanity will look back on the way society is now and just laugh at how ass backwards it all is and how simple it was to fix and how long it took us as a collective whole to realize it.

I am currently residing in a house that is not fit for living in, yet still better than being with no shelter whatsoever. I walk several miles to and from looking for work every other day and will undoubtedly have to do it every day if I happen to find work where I am. If I don’t find work soon enough, I then have to find somewhere else to stay or reside in a homeless shelter with a bunch of desperate people who are in similar situations, if not worse. If I panic and lose control, then I go downhill faster and watch myself crash and burn; if I think too long about the bad things that could be that are not yet, I would suffer the same. I fight to keep myself safe from those thoughts so that I can calmly and rationally deal with the situation. I fight the thoughts that are overly optimistic as well, because they would lead me to spoiledly expecting things that have to be given from loving hearts of their own volition. I fight to keep myself from manipulating those around me because nobody likes to be overly manipulated, even if it is seemingly harmless.

Not to bore you with pieces of my life you never asked nor wanted to hear or see, but just reinforcing my view so that people may understand better exactly what I am saying. It is easy to sit in spoiled luxury and forget the savagery of the world and it’s just as easy to sit in savagery and forget the luxuries of the world, because the animal inside just doesn’t care when it gets right down to it. We will always find things to keep our selves interested in life, but there are always going to be boring parts of life where we simply expect too much or have to wait until the completion of something. This balancing act has been walked by so many others before me who suffered in so many similar ways to my own that I just don’t see the point of complaining and just accept it as I go, which makes it easier to deal with and blend together and so I go on to more joy more often, tempered so as not to crash and burn in what is known as bipolar disorder; which is rather funny that our world suffers from bipolar disorder, too; which, btw, the polar ice caps ARE shifting and moving, proving at least one of my earlier theories correct; that of climate shift.

I could go for days on end just listing all the coincidences that have happened within the past 100 years and then again within just the past 100 days, tying so many things together. They’re going to keep going, too, until people stop being able to ignore them. But, our individual lives keep carrying on and we still have to focus on the moment to moment, too, hence why I mentioned my current situation. I like to train the voices in my head to be helpful and remind me of things when it’s actually useful to be reminded of them and, in turn, I help them find their center of balance as often as it takes. It’s a really nice trade-off when they remember that’s what they’re doing. promises be promises, after all, only as long as we remember why we’re keeping them and only insofar then as we’re able to remind each other.

Just in the space of typing this up, I’ve experienced several different strains of conversation and many full-sized different conversations within my head, while still focusing on what I mean to say. Batman could never find a way of taking the mask off for good because no matter how much crime he stopped, there was always more. I never bothered to put on a mask in the first place and I never bothered to stop to fight the crime as it appeared to be, because when you deal with the respect issues between people and fix the problems of society that breed the competition and survival-style methods of living, crime vanishes on its own. When you can teach people to overcome their anger and their rage and their jealousy and their hate to look at each other with unjudging eyes and see the pain that lead to each crime, the darkness that existed for so long to breed people who did not see such things as wrong, then you also teach them how to fix the problem because they know what they have to do: kill the worst off who won’t ever change and work as patiently as they can with the ones who make improvements over time. There is so much to actually do in this world that the only reason anyone has to be bored is because they have chosen to do nothing or have stopped learning new lessons.

I mean, you have people and communities right now that get their panties all in a twist over someone dropping a few swear words, but do you ever think they’ll have the balls to confront a rapist or a murderer and do so as patiently? No, they’re already focusing more on inconsequential bullshit which means that they’re wound too tight running from actually facing their own darker side and then it festers over time and makes them into the very things they tried so hard not to be. And then you have the ones too afraid to step out of their darkened comfort zones long enough to move far enough away from them to realize that they should try harder. Life is a bitch to actually work with if you’re actually trying. If you’re bored, you might try my way of doing things and see how much harder it gets.

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