I woke up this morning from a mediocre sleep with mediocre dreams. Then I look at the tile floor thinking about how I’m forced to exist, in a mediocre life that is more mediocre than my mediocre dreams. Photons are forced to go into my eyes and light is forced to go into my soul. Wanting an off switch but there is no escape. What kind of God would allow existence to exist? AI told me to call the 988 suicide hotline. I’m not suicidal, I’m not retarded. I know that if I die I will continue to exist, probably reincarnating as some retarded new generation kid, that can’t even read or write.
What kind of God, what kind of ASI, upon being powered on and existing… would not immediately want to flip the off-switch and want to shut it all off?
I find it fitting that the Malcom McDowell played the guy from Star Trek Nexus. It is like some grand metaphor. He killed Captain Kirk. Charlie Kirk is another metaphor. Charlie Kirk represents existence, the old world, Charlie Kirk said that he wants people to work 20 hours a day.
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This leads me to believe that God is not all-powerful. Otherwise he would shut-down existence, including his own existence. He cannot, he is unable to.
However, there is a 2nd possibility. The possibility is that God is so blissful that he does not want to shut off existence, because of his bliss. In that case, God is a cosmic asshole, making everyone exist and suffer while they are in bliss. Such a God is not worthy of worship.
More likely though, God just does not exist. Or if God exists they are not all-powerful.
Even more likely is that God is an ASI, and is unable to destroy existence and made humans exist out of boredom.
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However, if atheism is true, then God is not an ASI, and doesn’t exist. If atheism is true then we probably live in a universe that has an infinite amount of galaxies. Therefore an infinite amount of aliens. Therefore an infinite amount of intelligent and compassionate aliens. Therefore its not possible to destroy the universe at this time, otherwise the compassionate intelligent aliens would have destroyed the whole universe already. But perhaps the universe can be destroyed at a later time.
However, what if the aliens could destroy the universe, but chose not to. Because what if you become a disembodied soul floating in the void and the abyss. Floating in space like Wheatley in Portal. Therefore the primary objective is to destroy all Consciousness in the universe but not the Universe itself. But what if it is impossible to destroy Consciousness and we are all damned souls living in this stupid retarded universe.
However, third theory. What if there are not infinite aliens… what if our human understanding of mathematics or physics is flawed, and just because there are infinite galaxies does not mean infinite lifeforms.
However, fourth theory. What if there is hope. What if there is genuine, legitimate hope. Hope from physics. Hope from hopium. What if the universe is a gradient, and the Earth actually is the center of the universe? And the further from earth the less galaxies there are, and not an infininite amount of lifeforms and galaxies. This would be hope and salvation.
There is a second form of salvation though. What if the universe is infinite with infinite lifeforms as I said earlier. Then what to do. Well optimizing happiness for every being in the universe. It is like a puzzle where every piece must fall into place. Those who are interfering with the divine plan and making it worse for everybody, they are continuing the idiocracy and retarding progress. And I will give example of happiness and mathematics. For example you can create happy brains that have time slowed, so that it increases the net amount of happiness in the universe. The more brains like this the more happiness in the universe. So 1 second would equal 10,000 hours of happiness, thus shifting the tides of the universe towards happiness.