screwed.

[mannequin]

When i was 10 years old i use to attend a local swimming pool with my brother, in the changing rooms i remember seeing a man walking around with no clothes on, when my eyes seen his naked cock, it gave me some kind of sensational rush, an excitement that shot around my body, kinda paralyzing in a way, it was sexual, but seemed greater than just sexual attraction. I never told anybody

My voice is gay! I exist between man and woman, a split, im a inbetweener, I’m also irrational similar to how women are, and have this general fear that some times brings on panic attacks if i think too deeply about things, like having a picnic in an open field, the openess distorts my time and space, if i lay back and body gets really relaxed i lose my sense of self, identity and even location, then i freak out. Picnic are feminine and passive, and it’s also a very vulnerable situation, it’s also creepy that just a very short distance, space and time away there are other people having picnics, it’s almost like we are all apart of some kind of membership, but really not…there’s a lot of assumption making going on or just general unsuspecting.

I have serious intimacy issues, i can no longer go out to bars and enjoy the night, because when the night is over and it’s time to go home, i get this sickening depressive feeling, it borders on suicidal, it’s lasts for like two days. Physical touch in a sexual context is fine if im comfortable and want it, but emotional closeness aint gonna happen. if my personal emotional space is invaded, you can expect to die.

I have a weakness for handsomeness mixed with niceness, If a handsome guy is nice to me, being kind, i melt…i can’t even control it. when first stepped into a gay bar i felt a sense of belonging that i never felt before, it was full of people like me, it made me really happy and miserable at the same time.

i hate my own kind…a lot…but they are the only people i relate to, it’s a love hate situation, i also fear them and want them at the same time.

this is fucked up

[Ultimate_Philosophy (Ultimate Philosophy 1001)]

@mannequin

When i was 10 years old i use to attend a local swimming pool with my brother, in the changing rooms i remember seeing a man walking around with no clothes on, when my eyes seen his naked cock, it gave me some kind of sensational rush, an excitement that shot around my body, kinda paralyzing in a way, it was sexual, but seemed greater than just sexual attraction. I never told anybody

you mean like this? gamejolt.com/games/towel-required/83190

My voice is gay!

No, it sounds like a heterosexual aspergerian brony.

I exist between man and woman, a split, im a inbetweener, I’m also irrational similar to how women are, and have this general fear that some times brings on panic attacks if i think too deeply about things, like having a picnic in an open field, the openess distorts my time and space, if i lay back and body gets really relaxed i lose my sense of self, identity and even location, then i freak out. Picnic are feminine and passive, and it’s also a very vulnerable situation, it’s also creepy that just a very short distance, space and time away there are other people having picnics, it’s almost like we are all apart of some kind of membership, but really not…there’s a lot of assumption making going on or just general unsuspecting.

you mean like this?
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5i7b3UsPZzY[/youtube]

I have serious intimacy issues, i can no longer go out to bars and enjoy the night, because when the night is over and it’s time to go home, i get this sickening depressive feeling, it borders on suicidal, it’s lasts for like two days.

I can relate.

Physical touch in a sexual context is fine if im comfortable and want it, but emotional closeness aint gonna happen. if my personal emotional space is invaded, you can expect to die.

Tell me more.

i hate my own kind…a lot…

How can this be…there is only one mannequin.

[The_Golden_Turd]

I like picnics, as does Yogi Bear.

I take offence at this picnic is something only women like. It depends on how you picnic.

[mannequin]

@Turd Ferguson

I like picnics, as does Yogi Bear.

I take offence at this picnic is something only women like. It depends on how you picnic.

That’s because your kind has hihjacked the picnic concept, and use it as an opportunity to express your so called philosophical sophistication thinking that the natural environment adds to the substance, right after you finish playing your crappy songs on your guitar, also sandwiches don’t seem to be enough for you guys, you have to bring one of little barbecue thingys with smoke blasting out of it and stinking up the area with a burning meat smell…the only time a man should be present at a picnic is either he is gay, transgender or with his wife and kids, all other men are excluded. sorry.

[mannequin]

heterosexual aspergerian brony.

Do you have a video i can watch?

[Ultimate_Philosophy (Ultimate Philosophy 1001)]

@mannequin

heterosexual aspergerian brony.

Do you have a video i can watch?

i can’t find one at the top of the results that sounds like you but I have some old heterosexual aspergian brony friends who sounded like you.

This guy is an heterosexual aspergian brony but he does not sound like you.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlcU5o-JmB0[/youtube]

[mannequin]

Yeah i remember you said, i am still yet to hear what they sound like.

My real voice cracks a lot or has some kind of scratchiness to it, it changes slightly too. I’ve trained myself to make it sound differently, that I kind of do unconsciously now due to the previous dislike of my voice, my full unmodified voice reveals everything about me! my laugh does too! The modification consists of slowing it down and raising the deepness levels a little bit, it kind of passes as normal and nobody can really tell

[Ultimate_Philosophy (Ultimate Philosophy 1001)]

What does your laugh say about you?

And i can never find the video i need when i need it. Its like that other video I could not find of the generic commercials voice…couldnt find it…noone uploads generic videos they only upload special ones because they think noone wants the generic ones heck i thought so tooo.

[mannequin]

my laugh conveys a certain level of madness…and let’s just leave it at that

[Mictlantecuhtli]

Mannequin, I thought you came out of closet publicly already. This is old news…

[mannequin]

I was expressing despair.

[Ultimate_Philosophy (Ultimate Philosophy 1001)]

@mannequin

I was expressing despair.

Mannequin, I miss you on skype. May we have one last skype chat?

[mannequin]

@Ultimate Philosophy 1001

@mannequin

I was expressing despair.

Mannequin, I miss you on skype. May we have one last skype chat?

my Skype died, it was asking me to confirm something then it just locked me out!! It was probably because I just made up any old number when I installed it. I’ll look into it.

Gotta bloody prove everything thesedays, whatever happened to a discreet life

[Ultimate_Philosophy (Ultimate Philosophy 1001)]

@mannequin

@Ultimate Philosophy 1001

@mannequin

I was expressing despair.

Mannequin, I miss you on skype. May we have one last skype chat?

my Skype died, it was asking me to confirm something then it just locked me out!! It was probably because I just made up any old number when I installed it. I’ll look into it.

Gotta bloody prove everything thesedays, whatever happened to a discreet life

There’s a war against sock puppetry and all that is troly.