The only logical response to Atheism is suicide, Atheism is a death cult

Well, as I recently quoted:

So yes, unbelievable persistence, the most extreme methodicality, and not necessarily truth or science (scientia)…

In terms of absolute values, zero is the most extreme, for infinity is not a number, just a limit.

The “lust to truth”, you called it.

Vanity as in emptiness?

No, then you didn’t get what I said about ‘the inner or higher aspect of cruelty toward oneself’. Pride is just the outer or lower aspect. For pride always involves some sense of agony, laboriousness, labour pains, etc., like in your “pure agon of philosophic labor”… The will must be free, otherwise there is no ground for pride, but at the same time it must struggle, really struggle, overcome impossible odds… Yes, do the impossible! You’ve always prided yourself on being a “dragon”, who does the impossible…

Joy, and not pleasure, for that would not be moral… Yes, you’ve always wanted to do good, you’ve always been good, you have the best of intentions and the best character… Beauty, goodness, and truth!