I have been on ILP since 2005, thus I have stated my
‘‘truths’’ for over 20 years… and equally in those years,
I have a number of people tell me how ‘‘wrong’’ and misguided
I am… and that’s fine… and even if every single who has
ever been on ILP were to tell me how wrong I am, I’m still
not concerned… but Kropotkin, you should care what others think
of you? bad news kids, I don’t care one iota what others think…
Oh, back in the day, I would launch into day’s long writing frenzies
about my thoughts if they were attacked… today, I just don’t care…
but Kropotkin, your thoughts, they contradict other thoughts you have
posted… and I say, so what? It matters how exactly that my thoughts
often contradict each other? Kropotkin, you want to be consistent if
you want others to take your thoughts seriously…
In life and I have lived a while, one realizes that the human condition,
is one contradiction after another after another… you can’t make
three statements without contradicting yourself… it is the nature
of being human…and within this being human, lies the contradictions
of existence… that scientifically, life and human life really shouldn’t
exists… little less have some sort of meaning or purpose…
One might ask, what is the meaning of existence and the answer could
just as well be, chance, randomness, contradictions, emptiness
and loneliness… they have as much a role in our lives as anything
else… but Kropotkin, you are wrong… and I ask, seriously ask,
so, the fuck what? What difference does it make if I am wrong
or even occasionally right, according to Greenfuse I am always
wrong, no matter what I write and that is fine, because his belief
in how wrong I always am, really has nothing to do with me…
it is his values and his beliefs, and how does that impact me?
It doesn’t…because I am not even trying to work out the ‘‘truth’’
because that ‘‘truth’’ is a rather elusive search… What is the ‘‘truth’’
and more importantly, how do we know what is the ''truth?"
and I don’t care about contradictions because they have no more
validity than the ‘‘truth’’ does…
I am old and I have seen many proclamations claiming
this statement or that statement is the ‘‘valid truth’’…
Words I would use to describe reality: contradictions,
conflict, inconsistent, incongruity, error, discordance, variance,
paradox… to name a few words that seems too accurately
describes reality… and how are we to navigate a universe
that is both real and unreal? in fact, if there was an experiment
that effectively describes our human existence, it is clearly
Schrodinger Cat… and we are the cat… are we dead or alive?
and my answer is yes… but Kropotkin, that is a contradiction,
yep, yes, it is… and now what? it is the human need to find,
exists within clearly understandable and fixed universe…
but we don’t have that… we have, whatever this mess we
call reality is… Human beings want certainty… a fixed, set
way to see and understand what reality is and our place within
that reality… but that doesn’t exists… and now what?
Einstein once wrote that until you can explain a scientific theory
to a 10 year old and he understands it, you don’t know that theory…
can you explain reality to a 10 year to where he can understand
what reality is? Nope, and neither can I… or we can say this…
any description of reality that we can put forward is by definition,
a lie… because it can’t cover everything, indeed, I hold that the more
we try to explain the universe, the worse the explanations get…
I suspect, but can’t prove, that any description of the universe
is wrong… it’s that simple, any description of reality/the universe
is wrong… by the very nature of reality being unknowable and
contradictory… not because ‘‘two or more statements, facts
or ideas cannot be true at the same time’’ but because two or
more statements, facts and ideas can be true at the same time,
even if, even if they contradict each other…
and one might say, but Kropotkin, that means the universe
makes no sense… finally a statement we can agree with…
Kropotkin