What are you doing? (Part 2)

Max asked if you write.

What I meant by chain of consequences was the following: according to you, your exhibitionist kink was harmless. You did not really want to harm others with it and pedophilia has always been far from your mind. Yet one day an accident happened and someone who couldn’t see what they saw saw it nonetheless. At that moment, you couldn’t imagine you’d be dealing with the consequences of that act so many years later, let alone that they would follow you for life, like a stain that you can’t get rid of in any possible way. You’re a “sex offender”, even if your original crime wasn’t even sexual in nature. It would be understandable if you were really a pedo or a rapist. But according to you, it was nothing to write home about. The absurdity of it strikes you because you can’t simply say “I regret it” and be done with it, it still follows you regardless. But you must admit that such a sad event forced you to think twice about what you do, right? Because the fact is, even taking the inefficiency of the State personnel into account, all your main problems derive from a very basic faux pas you could not have committed. You will say: how could I have guessed? But you were (are?) an exhibitionist. An exhibitionist knows the risks of his kink. The only thing he can ignore is that an apparently innocent kink can ruin his life for good if not exercised cautiously.

By the way, I also indulged in kink behavior in the past, but thankfully I never went too far, knowing the distance from quick pleasure and enduring pain is tenuous.

“You will say: how could I have guessed? But you were (are?) an exhibitionist. An exhibitionist knows the risks of his kink.”

Yup. I made the mistake of trusting that the State would only ever overcharge me for crimes i did commit and never charge me with crimes i did not commit. It meant that man, the law enforcer and judge, will not only manipulate his own laws to convict a man, but he may also attempt to charge him with crimes he doesn’t even commit… sometimes even committing blatant double jeopardy: being charged with an additional indecent liberties with a minor when you’re being charged for that very thing but worded differently as another charge (indecent exposure). So, not only might you be charged with crimes you did not commit, but those imaginary crimes may also be boosted by the prosecutor. Double whammy. BIG double whammy.

You may say that the entirety of civilization’s law and order stands or falls on the integrity of its courts. And its courts have utterly failed. Ergo law and order is illegitimate in principle.

Nice! The perfectly useless vehicle insurance i pay every month without ever getting a penny back if i don’t wreck someone has been too high for… oh, about five years now.

They’ve had more than one vehicle set as ‘used for work’, and I’ve been paying roughly four dollars more per month than I’m supposed to for five years.

Pay attention. Guy goes to jail if he doesn’t carry car insurance that serves absolutely no other purpose but to fatten the pockets of its salesmen. Purposely useless insurance salesman makes a mistake and charges guy more than he’s supposed to be paying for the perfectly useless insurance he’ll never need. Guy points this out to salesman, salesman refuses to refund him or give him credit for his overpayment. Guy burns every insurance agency to the ground within a fifty mile radius.

Hypothetical test. You’re me, a wrongfully convicted lifetime SO, but you own a house.

A resident in your neighborhood opens a private daycare in their home, and you have to move immediately because you can’t live near the childrens.

What do you do? Sell your house ASAP, take off work, and pack all your shit up because someone saw your unit 16 years ago? Prepare to spend hundreds or thousands in moving expenses? Go through all the hoops at the bank and with real estate agents again? And how fast is “immediately”? How much time does the sheriff give you before you’re arrested for a felony?

Remember you’re me, not an ordinary, well turned out normie. Is that the last straw or what? Do you dump all your savings on hotels until you sell the house to avoid being on the premises?

What do you do?

You wouldn’t take a stand even here?

Get out of my face you disgust me.

If I was you? I’d probably say something along the lines of, mea culpa. What would you say? Do you write? :grinning_face:

Wow. Just wow.

No, I don’t write (present tense). Writing is for people who have not said enough already.

Day two no sleep. Journey to the kitchen to make some coffee.

https://youtube.com/shorts/T85FH8pmli4

God the sadist strikes at his opponents in a poetic way that’s customized according to the particular opponent. When Fritz destroyed him, he turned his brain to mush. When Max cut him in half, he killed him with an insect bite. When Marx laughed him out of the room he infected him with boils like Job. When Prom put his head through a wall, he broke the man’s back. Why the back? Because Prom is an honest working man, and this is his livelihood.

What to do. You master the pain… even invite it, dare it to get worse. You then die or emerge stronger. Each time taking the sadistic god more and more effort to break you until finally you are no longer human and incapable of being broken any further. A killing machine climbing the heap of destruction and dead bodies left in its wake like a tower of babel. Getting closer and closer to god. He cannot hide any longer.

Upon attempting to make a minor picture edit on a wikipedia page, i discover that my IP address has been banned for years. I follow the trail and find a user with my IP address. I investigate his Wikipedia activity and find several pages about professional wrestling, one with something about neo-nazism and two location pages that surprised me. South Carolina and a city twenty minutes from me. Here is a screenshot of an exchange between this person and the admin that blocked him.

I like this. It’ll go nicely in the chapter about the lived consequences of being wrongfully convicted, branded as a child molester, and then broadcasted to the entire world by the State.

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This essentially is the nature of my online reality because of the State. Entirely ruined. The doxxing, the gaslighting, the vigilantes, and TikTokers and cops coming to my door… and now the IP cloning.

Like this dude Prom just can’t get a break, can he? Who knows what else has been done on the internet with my IP address.

Prom Task Force, you guys write this down in my files. This is a really serious one due to the nature of its possible consequences (for me) thanks to the people you willingly work for and defend with violence if necessary (the State). It’ll help make it easier for morons like you to understand why I’ve done what I’ve done… if i end up doing it… and if you’re still around to see it, of course.

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List of possible IP address thief types ordered by probability:

  1. Spooked out white trash pro-wraslin neo-nazi cuck who might end up in a shallow grave deep in the woods (jeez I said that like I’ve done it before… weird) if i see em anywhere near this house. Better stay your ass in that Morrisville hotel while you’re up here, john boy.

  2. Spooked out white trash pro-wraslin private investigator cuck

  3. Degenerate fag with a long running obsession with me

  4. Level 33 goon-slimed beta male pedophile locked in room playing kiddie video games and stalking people online

  5. Angered female because i rejected her

https://voca.ro/19lKT7qYfOZJ

You will 100% reject this guy, but I think he’s right and lower back pain is psychosomatic, brain cutting off oxygen somewhere, due to psychological pressures. It’s not your moms smoking, thats fo sure. It would much sooner be your hatred of your mom for smoking. Irony runs deep, is definitely close to God.

I went to philosophynow, see what that site is all about these days, found my ip has been permabanned from there. I was there once before, many years back. Certainly didn’t post anything offensive. Pretty curious what’s been posted in my name, but no way of finding out. Probably the same person that made fake racist social media accounts in my name. Seems like possibly the same person that fucked up your shit.

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Lol. A guy with a suit and tie on has nothing to say about back pain. This isn’t sitting-in-an-office-chair-wrong back pain. This is a design flaw. This is the result of a growth deformity (that may have been prevented by the parent’s lifestyle choices). This is what happens when you grind bone humping sixteen foot rafters up two story houses for 25 years. This is what happens when medical care is so expensive you wouldn’t dare walk into a hospital looking for help. This is what happens when Lenins die or lose wars.

Thank you, but please don’t try to help (as if I don’t already possess the equivalent of a fucking masters degree in orthopedics and need to see some suited dork in a video to explain it to me).

When i get healed up, I’m gonna do a note for note electric guitar sync with Kristina from Jacuzzi Bath Remodel. Like this, but imagine these same few notes over and over again for almost a whole minute.

https://youtube.com/shorts/8tdqnrj9Gw4

She does just that in the local commercials… but i can’t find one to show you. It’s almost unbearable in the same way Schopenhauer couldn’t stomach the conversation of English soldiers at the bar. It’s an affront to the senses.

If it goes anywhere, i might put a rhythm and drum beat on it and see what follows.

That goddamn priest is back tellin’ lies on sexy Ted again the sonofabitch!

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“Seems like possibly the same person that fucked up your shit.”

..and who’s been trolling me for the last 3 years. Same m.o. ..accusations of being racist, and now I’m [apparently] an adulterer.. :roll_eyes:

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Supplement-strength herbs are powerful little buggers..

..also

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You know what my wildest fantasy is? What a dumb question, of course you don’t know. Don’t you hate it when people start with that question? And you always go, “No, what is it?”

Anyway, my wildest fantasy is that i have been selected by a secret drip king Jeff illuminati Rosicrucian Bohemian Grove goin’ sexy intellectual pagan libertine artist cult who found me many years ago on the forums. They have been grooming me since and follow my every move. Plotline. I’m 'sposed to go mad, throw myself into the gaping jaws of nihilism, roll up on somebody or something, and get ready to maim, kill, rob, blow up or have sexy time… and then, out of nowhere, a black suburban pulls up with screeching tires, and the door swings open. “Get in, Prom,” says a sharp but calm voice from the darkened back seat cab.

When i finally found the courage to go full retard on gods grey erf they would swoop down and carry me away to an island with fresh grapes and beautiful mid to late aged baddies everywhere in bikinis that you could talk about Herbert Spencer with and have no problems.

I had to earn it, see, and in turn, they had to be sure i was worthy of their world. They were all criminals, libertines, intellectuals, drug users, polymaths, copies of me! They stayed under the radar and had existed for decades. My ‘initiation’, as it were.

Now how fucking farout awesome is that and tell me you wouldn’t want the same thing you crazed lunatic bastard.

I tell you what’s happening. This isn’t happening, and I’m projecting what i would want done either to me or by me onto reality. Truly bizarre shit. Too many fuckin’ brotherhood of the bones movies or whatever that one was called. But I’m the kinda dude who would be in that cult naturally, see.. that’s why my imagination of it is so vivid and lucid. I’m literally building it in my head bro I’m like your boy Epicurus or sumthin’.

Jesus now i really fucked you weirdos up. You’re warming the car up now to go rob a bank so the suburban can pull up and take you away from your miserable world and into a dream like universe!

Don’t fuckin do it bro this is creative writing. Or we can start one of these cults… but what i conceive of in my head shirley has not existed since ancient greece.