Hedonism Science and Love are the only things I value in life. They give me good experiences and without it my life would be worthless and without meaning. Without good experiences there would be no reason to live, a life with good experiences are the only thing which gives my life worth, meaning, and goodness. Without worth, meaning, and goodness, life would not be worth living, and without my good experiences there would be no worth or meaning to my life. To ask a person to live a life without worth, meaning, and goodness, would be like asking a person to live a life alone floating through space or on the moon for 1000 years, and expecting them to be okay with it. Well I am not okay with it, because worth, meaning, and goodness is the only thing that brings value to my life.
For example my mother and I walked into a clothing shop and she told me that she could not understand why people liked it there. She said people didnt need frills and fancy clothes. She said when she was a kid people took her there and all she could do is chew bubblegum, and then went home and chewed bubblegum and read comics all day. Being a lover of fashion, I love fashion. I view fashion and being beautiful as the same mental process of collecting legos. You want to collect a lego set because it is sleek and beautiful essence. You are hungry to hold it’s essence. You dress up in fancy clothes and look cool because it is a sleek essence, the same mental process, the same reason sirens are beautiful glam rock stars and wear glitter. It is the mental process of collecting gems and cool things and beautiful things, as well as a becoming. The lego sets and the outfits you have to build, is the quest and quench of becoming. So when I went to that store I thought it would have been bigger. I wished it was bigger, and the selection was humdrum. It had some nice outfits but nothing I haven’t seen before. And it had the typical white technic walls, it wasn’t special like being in a hotel or mall. So when my mom told me she didn’t enjoy it it made me depressed. But on the other hand, if she told me that this was a fun place, and she would try on some clothes, it would have been fun and I would have been happy! Therefore, since she made me depressed, I only enjoyed the experience a little bit. And the only reason I enjoyed it at all, was because I loved her. Therefore the only values I value are hedonism (vanity), Science and Love.
So later that day my anhedonia set in because all she wanted to do was chew bubblegum and do nothing. She gave me the vibe that she had nothing interesting in her childhood and teenage years other than chewing bubblegum and staying away from frills. So she gave me these giant pills and cut them in thirds so I could swallow them down my throat. They were for my depression, which was growing by the minute from being around her. However, the thought of needing pills in of itself made me even more depressed, because I thought to myself…My life is so meaningless and unhappy, that there is no hope to ever fill it with anything good or happy, and instead I am being filled with pills to make up for the fact that my life will never be good enough or filled with anything that will give my life meaning, and people will think I am getting better, even though it is not giving me what I really want, which is a good life. So people will think I am satisfied, and expect me to be satisfied, even though deep down I am still miserable. Kind of like a fluffy pet that humans think is happy, and the fluffy pet has no way to communicate that they are unhappy, and the suffering goes on and on.
Why Racism is OK
Having a black grandma I am not 100% white. But Modernity teaches that racism is bad, and we are all equal, and that all people should be treated with respect, and that all people will be happy. But I am not happy. Moderns do not treat me with kindness, dignity, or respect. They say they are anti-racists, and they believe in equality, yet noone loves me, and they do not invite me to social gatherings. Therefore, you cannot usually trust a townman, but you can usually trust a countryman. If everyone was more open and honest I’d be fine with that. My life would improve. If racism was OK I would have less problems. Instead of moderns pretending to like me, because of their religion, their would be no more confusion and pain. Their actions would match their words, instead of lurring me into a false hope and web of deceit and lies. There would be no more of me wasting my time talking with them in public, with them treating me like a thirdleg, pretending to be polite and then ditching me the first chance they get. Everyone would be open and honest. Either they would like me, or they wouldn’t. If I walked up to them, and said “hey”, they would say, “I do not think you are 100% percent white. I would rather not be your friend. But I will sit down and talk with you if you like.” Or they would say “You are not 100 percent white, and I dont like black people, but you are okay in my book. You do not remind me of them. I think we could be good friends.” Or they would say “I do not like black people, but at the same time they are funny. I am annoyed by them, but I dont really care and you can be as black as you want around me, as long as you do not steal from me, we can be good friends.” Racism is OK. Modernity is not. Modernity tells people that they are polite to your face in a social setting, but secretly do not like you and wish to hurt you. Moderns are terrible people.
The Plan of Modernity
The plan of modernity is life denying, not life affirming. Moderns do not value to core values I value. They do not value Hedonism, Science, or Love. Moderns wish for us to be eternally celibate, as dumb worker drones in a factory, who have no knowledge of science. They want us to go to school and live for work. The only hedonism they wish to allow is food and water. They ban all fun things such as dodgeball, and ban recreational drugs like MJ which promote love. They want us to breathe in toxins all day and make it against the rules to flirt or make friends. They are life denying.
Ascestism is the same as Hedonism
The art of going in the jungle or the woods to survive is the same as Hedonism. It is trying to be one with nature, and can be thrilling and egotistically satisfying. Pride and ego boasting are a form of hedonism. Other types of hedonism, like fasting or celibacy, have a hedonistic purpose, ie. to make oneself calm and not as hungry, or the opposite, to make one frantically hungry, so that the meal is even more satisfiying. It can even be argued that nihilistic buddhist enlightenment is a form of hedonism, because nirvana is kind of like expanding the consciousness.
But the main core values in life are Hedonism science and love. Science is the hard work we put in. Science is ego pride centered but in a rational way. We boost our egos by making new inventions. I mean really what purpose does an airplane have other than to boast about? If it wasnt about that, we would all live in the woods like Amish people. But it is ego in a rational way. When scientists do an equation wrong they are called crackpots and shamed. Science is an ego centric community which functions on shaming mechanism.
It can be said that understanding the cosmos is a pursuit of Love, self love, because if you dont understand the afterlife how can you know how to generate a positive outcome? Therefore scientific and philosophical discovery can also said to be a component of Love, because understanding the cosmos will help you achieve a personal good outcome of the afterlife.
Freedom is the glue that holds it together. Without freedom how could your life have meaning? So for example, a society like this episode, of equality, I abhor. (If dailymotion doesnt load, just watch the youtube song. But if you plan on watching the whole episode, dont listen to the song because that will spoil it.)
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