One of the first philosophical concepts I struggled with when I was about 10 years old was the idea that my entire life was to be pre-determined.
Now at this point I still believed in God yet did not believe he determined my life.
What I concluded was that no matter what so called decisions you believe you are making, ultimitely, you really have no control over your own life.
The specific brain, with your specific personality, with your specific intelligence. This is what will determine your life.
The other determining factors in the ultimate outcome of your life are the socio-economic situation you are born into, as well as your race and your aesthetic qualities.
Your encounters with other people and how these encounters will turn out is immediately determined by the factors fore-mentioned.
You don’t make decisions, the decisions are illusions, the decisions you have made were the only ones you ever would have made under your own specific circumstances.
So I suppose the real question that comes out of this is…Whether or not having our brain control our life is infringement upon our free-will, after all it is you.
But we’d like to think the ‘ourself’ consist of much more than this fleshy, nervy pink mass inside of our head. But really that is all it comes down to.
So if this concept of a brain in a bottle being everything that you are is disturbing, then are you must be looking for something else to call yourself.
This is the soul, this is something that can transcend the brain and assume the role of ‘self’.
Without the soul there could be no free-will…
My conclusion: I still don’t know what the hell to think…