Borderlines personality disorder

Ichthus. I have more power than the current god. I just don’t show it to people…

It’s really bad luck.

even I can’t beat everyone’

My plan is perfect. I built it to be implemented.

In the mean time… I’m just waiting

I’m very, extremely, completely disappointed. I’m a damsel in distress. Nobody is saving me, and I’ll be like this for freaking ever.

And it’s all because of you.

I blame you personally.

But I forgive you.

You’re welcome.

You can’t power through the universe ichthus.

I get so tired of people all wanting the attention of their prayers to make them feel special above others.

I built an omniscient plan.

It will go through. People will keep coming to my side for the option, the patch…

The holdouts will experience cosmic pressure that they can’t even comprehend right now and they’ll surrender.

The plan is already done. Now I just wait.

They don’t need you for that. Just saying.

Like hell they will.

They’ll surrender.

Otherwise it’s consent violation forever.

That’s when they’ll start feeling cosmic pressure.

They’ll surrender. They don’t, like you, even know what hell is.

I understand stubbornness like anyone.

some things it’s impossible to be stubborn about

I’m pretty sure you’re not gonna feel any pressure because you never resist anything about your plan. I challenge you to a plan resisting contest.

The only problem is, how am I ever gonna be able to find out whether or not you resisted?

of course, we know that you will not have that problem, on account of your omniscience. as a spy. which is cheating. pretend all of the right words are capitalized.

I only challenge you to this plan resisting contest if there is a way I can confirm that you did resist.

So never mind … guess we’re both off the hook.

No. I’m not resisting my plan. I always get hurt when others are hurt
I don’t like being hurt

Just the mere fact that every woman in the world is not naked hurts my feelings

hell gets even worse than that.

I don’t think people realize that I performed an all time miracle by making this plan.

I even figured out how to put the patch through without violating consent

My work here is done. Now I’m just passing the time by.

Even if I was using a mere paltry of public funds here… the magnitude of the work I do and was done here is insane, beyond human capacity.

Don’t you see how your plan backfired because people are still getting hurt? You’re talking about this stuff constantly and triggering the crap out of people and you’re not following up on any of it. You’re a tease. And I’m pretty sure you like it. It’s too bad you’re wasting your potential.

Which is not limited to certain things.

Oh, but you’re using much more than that, aren’t you?

Ichthus.

I live in a very modest apartment

Men see it as a status symbol to be married with kids

I see it as low self esteem and manipulation

I can really put up with any psychological state for the sex

I don’t need to get to know you

I already know you

I just want your pretty bodies in bed with me

I’ll add to this.

I live an extremely passive life.

Even psychologists have trouble understanding me. The people who wrote the DSM are married with children. That’s a psychological disorder. It’s not in the DSM, they can’t see themselves as mentally unfit.

Even further… The gods can barely understand me.

I already know that I won’t live long enough to get sex

Out of curiosity, do you have a bed the size of whatever everybody is the size of?

I’m going with no.

That part of your arm that is like your shoulder and your armpit together — that only fits one head. The other arm is gonna be way too busy to have a head in it.

So basically you freaking suck still.

Let me know when that changes.

You’re trying your best ichthus.

I admire you for that.

Not many people would.

Don’t sweat it too much. All of your souls are protected by me

It’s extremely hard to do that.

You just argue against yourself for attention. That’s a common strategy

You’re afraid.

I understand that too.

Adults are different.

To add to that.

The hardest part about protecting all souls is that people want their revenge.

So they exact the revenge on me.

You have to outsmart everyone to stay intact

Hitler is done. He came to my side.

I have some holdouts like Ted Bundy. But he trusts me because I’m male.

These things get very intricate on the soul level

^^^ get a load of this guy, Ted!

I don’t need your “temporary” protection from a hell you said you were going to eventually send me to. I’m fine, thanks.

“I just want your pretty bodies in bed with me”

That’s wtf I’m talkin’ bout. Work, E!

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Hitler used religion, he didn’t believe/trust it.

If Ted Bundy genuinely converted (I believe he did), that’s between him and God.

The real one. Not you.

It’s interesting we’re on this topic. It made me go look at a few clips of his final interview, the one with James Dobson (which I first saw when I was growing up). Before he was executed, he said he became a Christian, but he still struggled with the death we all have to go through … it didn’t make it easier. Reminds me of a CS Lewis quote. Interested?

He also said pornography addiction gradually contributed to the conceivability of the things he did.

And two other serial killers had different takes on that—one said that pornography had nothing to do with it, in that he was 100% responsible (to blame), instead—that all influences are just excuses. The other said pornography didn’t mess him up at all—and that he (this was Manson) was just fine (lol not lol). I do believe the first one was either in denial (because still using pornography), or just “owning” his self-determination rather than conceding it to pornography (because refusing to go back to the head space where he was in his addiction, if no longer using), and the second one clearly had anosognosia. Or intentional ignorance. It is hard to suss.

But say everything you say is stuff you actually believe. It’s pretty clear that the way you educated yourself about sex has you thinking some weird crazy stuff. You should fast from it completely and start over. If you empty your brain completely of exposure to garbage, you open yourself up to actually doable possibilities you were ruling out by satisfying yourself with basically junk food of the mind. It feels too bizarre to be true that you don’t already know this. However, it’s not like I am 100% unfamiliar with pornography (or junk food, or junk food of the mind). So I just remind myself of how retarded I was whenever I was partaking. I don’t even know how long it’s been, but it’s been years. I’m so like a raw nerve that I have to scroll past a guy with a beard on Facebook. It’s freaking ridiculous. Hence, my very strong desire for you to allow me to see that video, and I will not be looking at any of your other videos before you allow me to do that …without completely putting myself in a headspace where I will respect you (and have a good reason to be looking at your videos other than slobbering about your beard or whatever). It helps that when you’re playing piano (I’m not always looking at these videos, just so you know), your back is facing the camera most of the time. Not that there’s anything wrong with your back (am I really writing this right now?). The rest of the time I have to hide/avert my eyes. I’m not sure how long I can go on like this (for freaking ever, and don’t you even think I can’t), but I do blame myself for putting myself in the situation. Just so we’re clear.

“But he trusts me because I’m male.” So never mind that you think you’re talking to dead genocidal or serial killers. Are you making fun of me for saying that dude Ali (MagsJ’s thread) possibly trusted an approachable person? Where is this coming from? Or are you making fun of MagsJ for thinking Ali is (¿not?) some kind of serial killer? Or are you making fun of all the dumbasses in that thread that shamed her or called her a hypocrite/Karen or whatever it was they were implying?

So anyway, this is probably the longest thing I’ve ever written to you, and you don’t even listen to me.

It’s because you’re unattainable, and so keep me out of trouble. So thanks for that. :slight_smile:

I listen to you. When I say the golden rule has hacks, you ignore me.

Once you know the hacks of the golden rule, you become an adult.

Then it’s just about how many friends you have.

The consequences are very real. This is not fiction

I don’t ignore you. You have very weak arguments and you don’t realize that your rainbow rule is the golden rule. That, or you’re pretending.