Borderlines personality disorder

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You will find an ancient news article about my being charged with a ‘secret peeping’ charge. Shortly before my sentencing for the sex offenses i was being held for (that i didn’t commit), the charge was dropped because they found the guy (i was told). I was a suspect because i was in the general area, was already an SO, and apparantly looked like the guy.

And yet, the news article is still posted without any edits to inform readers that i wasn’t charged with that crime.

Child molester (tier classication: violent… never touched anyone), laundromat begger (a mexican lady saw me… she told the news camera on the 6:00 news), and peeping tom.

I gotta tell ya, if a guy ever got good reviews by the State and its media, it’s gotta be me or it ain’t anybody.

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See, i wanna tell everybody this stuff, but I don’t. I do so i can render ‘serious philosophers’ speechless and have at least some joy and entertainment in what’s left of my life, watching them carry on like they do in some thread or other.

But then i don’t because it’s dangerous (for reasons mentioned).

Fuck man i just wanna get my own place and build media walls and then retire one day… and instead I’m strapped up like fuckin snake pliskin trapped in a house i can’t leave, guarding my shit and trying not to be killed by angry vigilantes in the night as vengeful schizo women at forums post my info all over the internet.

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Aaah I can’t not say it… how sickening you are. The Itch. That ugly pale broken face you post hoping someone will think you’re pretty. That charade philosophy shit you constantly post and have no clue about. That nauseating thing you do when you act like the bigger authority who is pardoning and forgiving the dumber inferior one. Ten times out of ten, you’ve gotten that backward. How you do nothing but waste E’s time with your own nonsense or contribute to fucking him up even more than he already is. And how in a final effort of revenge to balance out the beating you’ve taken from me in the last month… you post my name, knowing it’ll piss me off (and maybe even enjoying that this may put me in danger?)

You’re just a bad apple, kiddo. Not fit for life. Or i should say not fit to be around those who are alive and well.

Which one of you two idiots finally realized you couldn’t be with the other? You or your ex husband?

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I’m a peeping tom. I’ll admit it to anyone.

I smoke 3-5 packs of cigarettes a day. Every once in a while, I’ll see a naked woman, and I’ll stop and look at her. It’s much more entertaining than looking at the sidewalk.

Nobody can accuse me of that!

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Wow, Brian Wayne Lewis, that’s more effective than reporting your rape posts to the ILP admin team.

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…because if you try to walk on it, you’ll fall into the nooks and crannies and break all the backs of all the grannies?

#consent #alittlestitious

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It is when you do it in front of a minor, and what you did was not an accident.

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Did you think you could survive 10 more years on the inside, BriBri?

How about you edit all the bullshit posts you have scattered everywhere?

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I used to believe the golden rule with all my heart and soul.

I thought Jeus and the Buddha were geniuses.

If I flash women they’ll flash me back. We’re in a sex dimorphic species. Life doesn’t work that way.

Am I supposed to send all those women to hell because they blasphemed the golden rule and the holy spirit?

No thank you. Jesus was a horrible teacher.

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That’s not actually the golden rule.

It’s not “Do something so that you can get something in return”.

If I was acting all rapey, I’d want someone to slap me upside the head. If Brian comes into my close proximity, I would be glad to do that for him.

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“that’s more effective than reporting your rape posts to the ILP admin team”

Nice. That sounds exactly like something someone would do who would also print out copies of my posts and send them in the mail to my public defender so he doesn’t defend me against charges i didn’t commit.

And you can report my ‘rape post’, whatever that is, to the fuckin pope if you want. I give two fucks.

Holy shit though… let me somehow find proof that you did that shit back in 2010. It is fuckin over for you, buddy.

Little miss mary ann spikes, god’s happy helperton meddling in everyone’s business because she thinks they’re all satanic pedophiles, sends some ranting to someone’s public defender in hopes that he violate his oath and not defend him properly?

But what if he isn’t a pedo, and what if he didn’t commit the crime, and what if a public defender should keep his oath when practicing?

Would this mean god’s little happy helperton busy body just got someone into a world of shit?

It’s cool, though, because everything is in god’s hands. If this guy didn’t commit the crime and sending his defender those posts was the wrong thing to do, that’s okay because god has everything under control.

This is what happens when the envy of christian slaves becomes too much to bear, and they must strike out and try to destroy something.

“Did you think you could survive 10 more years on the inside, BriBri?”

Look at how that was said. Holy fuck dude this may turn out like some kind of bad jerry springer show when i end up findimg you and murdering your ass.

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It wasn’t me. But something tells me that you’re admitting to a confession that was mailed to your public defender. You’re like that douche bag Vandersloot. If I knew who alerted your public defender, I would applaud them and tell you nothing.

Pull your diamond out of your rough, douchebag.

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You sound like Nietzsche, who was all butthurt over the “revenge” of being forgiven. Not even his own mother could console him, he was that too far gone.

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Wtf holy crap that rape post may be an omen.

I end up murdering Itchy and becoming a rapist because I’m on the run against crimes I didn’t commit and what’s a guy on the run do when he wants to get laid. He gets laid.

This could be an irony so awesome I’d almost have to do it so the irony may live. At the end of the killing spree and after countless women have been raped, one investigator asks another in astonishment as they wade through a burglary/homicide crime scene; “jesus, man, what did this guy do?”

“Somebody accidentally saw his dick like twenty years ago. That’s why all this is happening.”

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“If I knew who alerted your public defender, I would applaud them and tell you nothing.”

Excellent. Thank you. That’s what i wanted to hear.

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off… and feed it to him. Accidentally.

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This is where Satan, laughing, comes swooping down to slaughter the righteous forgiving christians because they wanna cut the dicks off all the poor pedos that god made exactly as they are.

And even the ones who aren’t pedos!

You can hardly blame Satan here. This irony is so profound one couldn’t just let it go. You’d have to take it.

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Maybe you should spell the irony out to me here? I want the best for you & others. Certain things are getting you in trouble, and other people as well. You would do well to remove such things from your life. If you can’t keep yourself under control, others will help you. It is the unfortunate consequence of you opting out, while still remaining a benefiting member of society.

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One day, if ya’ll behave, I’ll tell you about the time i knew i was being followed (private investigator i believe, not police) and started fucking with the guy by going into book stores and shit. I remember passing one in an aisle, and the guy looked at me like he was ready to shoot me. A little cat and mouse to stir em up a bit.

And they thought i didn’t know i was being followed, the poor bastard(s).

Irony: these guys think they’re following a pedophile around when they’re following a guy pretending to be a pedophile because they’re following him around.

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Nah that’s not what you need to worry about. You need to worry about removing my name from your posts. You really, really, should believe me when i tell you that.

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A couple of months ago, i drive up to the house after work, and the neighbor is out in front of her house frantically texting something while a cop sits parked behind a strange car across the street from her house. As i pull up, the car drives off quickly.

Ends up, she sees this car parked across the street sitting there for way too long, so she calls the cops on the car. The cop pulls up, runs the plates, but can’t do anything because the PI isn’t doing anything illegal. He’s simply parked on a public road.

I would mention to her that that was someone stalking me… but then I’d have to explain how I’m a child molester that doesn’t molest children and all that. The people in the house before her moved out when they found out i was a child molester who doesn’t molest children.

Oh, and i always leave this little reminder for the PIs who follow me around and read my posts: if the guy you are stalking isn’t already paranoid and insane, he may very well become so because you are stalking him.

That should be printed on the opening page of their course books.