For years, I have had the automatic rank of ‘Philosopher’ under my name here on ILP—until yesterday, when I requested a different one. The automatic one appealed to my vanity; the new one hurts it, but at the same time appeals to my pride. This appeal was formulated by Nietzsche:
[size=95]What a philosopher is, is hard to learn, because it cannot be taught: one has to “know” it from experience—or one ought to be sufficiently proud not to know it.
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Formerly, it was my artist’s pride—but also my artist’s unreasonability—that made me think I ‘knew’ it from experience. For in the same passage, Nietzsche also describes the artist’s experience:
[size=95]Artists may here have a more subtle scent [than most thinkers and scholars]: they know only too well that it is precisely when they cease to act “voluntarily” and do everything of necessity that their feeling of freedom, subtlety, fullness of power, creative placing, disposing, shaping reaches its height—in short, that necessity and “freedom of will” are then one in them.
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As an artist, in the narrow sense (a songwriter, or “lyric poet” as I like to call it), I know this experience from my moments of ‘inspiration’—which were few enough—; but although I sometimes attain what the psychologists call “flow” in my philosophical thinking and writing, I don’t think I can pride myself on this:
[size=95][F]or example, that genuinely philosophical combination of a bold exuberant spirituality which runs presto and a dialectical severity and necessity which never takes a false step[.]
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I know the first, but the second? And in combination?—I rather think I belong to those who run ‘staccato’:
[size=95]It is hard to be understood, especially when one thinks and lives gangasrotogati [the way the river Ganges runs, ‘presto’] among men who think and live differently, namely kurmagati [the way the tortoise walks, ‘lento’], or at best “the way frogs walk,” mandeikagati [‘staccato’][.]
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Is not all my Nietzsche-interpretation froglike in this sense—as I leap from quote to quote, for example? My genius is in my association, in my finding connections between things, but this is not a ‘free’ association—a “stream of consciousness” as the psychologists call it, which however “never takes a false step”: for in so-called ‘free association’ there are no false steps; everything is permitted… I however want dialectical severity first and ‘freedom’ second; I am still learning to dance, and may well never master it in my lifetime.
But what does all this matter to you?—This whole post is an appeal to certain prides—an appeal for fellow workers, for such as concede that they are no ‘saints of knowledge’ (see my signature), but who will nevertheless be its workers, its warriors!
[size=95]There is an instinct for rank, which more than anything else is already the sign of a high rank[.]
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This is an appeal to those who have this instinct, those who occupy a high (but not the highest) place in the natural order of philosophical rank and are therefore noble enough to recognise their superiors in this order—men like Nietzsche, Heraclitus, Plato, Empedocles, Bacon, Descartes, and Socrates! Of all these “wisest ones” (TSZ, Of Self-Surpassing), however, Nietzsche is the only one who has learned and taught the knowledge sought by all philosophy:
[size=95]The world viewed from inside, the world defined and determined according to its “intelligible character”—it would be “will to power” and nothing else.—
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I am grateful to Laurence Lampert, whom I recognise as my superior among the “philosophical workers” (BGE 211), at least overall, and whose books have clarified my mind on these matters. I recommend his books to whomever feels addressed by my appeal. Join the Philosophical Workers’ Party today!