I woke this morning, and something seemed different. It’s as though I had dropped a heavy burden, or taken of some thick glasses that I no longer needed- thinking just seemed easier, the world just seemed to make more sense, when I realized that I, and that we rational human beings, had no evidence whatsoever for atheism.
Atheism was something I had always taken for granted, never given it much thought when I was younger. But now that I do think about it, I realize that my entire case for atheism rested on a few people who's authority I trusted. People who told me they had 'spoken' with atheists. Even a couple who claimed to be atheists themselves.
But really, is that sufficient evidence? I mean sure, I've seen a couple people who have claimed to have been atheists on the internet, but there are people on the internet who claim to be vampires, witches, eskimos, and all sorts of stuff that doesn't exist. It seems to me that this is just another one of those.
We have to accept in this modern age that there are many psychological reasons that would cause a person to have an atheist-experience. I myself have had very deep experiences that I used to describe as "being spoken to by an atheist", and at the time, those were very moving encounters, that provoked very real emotions. But I think once a person approaches their own belief system critically, they have to be open to other interpretations.
Most of all, I feel bad for those few people who claim to be atheists themselves. I don't have much to say to them- I mean, they 'know in their heart' that they are atheists, and it's unlikely that any rational argument will change their minds about this, I realize that. Someone's faith in their own atheism is a deeply personal thing, and I wouldn't want to take that away from somebody that wasn't ready for that step. My hope, though, is that as belief in atheism evolves, it might be a little more tolerant- I think there's a lot the atheistist community could learn from people who think they are Napoleon, or people who think their heads are made of glass, who as a whole have a much better track-records for accepting (even to the point of communal living) with those who have non-traditional, non-rational concepts of the self.