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Ironically, technically the type of girl I would be able to hang on to is much hotter. Because it’s the damaged type. Those are the hottest.

I’ll become a monk before I go that route again.

Tabarnak.

Fuck.

Yeah, fuck it. I’ll throw all my belongings on the bike and just ride. Find a good place to die.

No complaints to God. That might sound counterintuitive to you folks, but the things I’ve seen.

It’s evidently not the girl’s fault. It’s just a shame is all.

No, fuck, I’m gonna throw it all away over some ho?

Never.

She’s not a ho in particular. All women are hos. It’s just something one says to try to move on from a stuck spot.

Like you might say “over some jerk.” He’s probably not a jerk, but nobody would hold against you to say that.

I’m joining the military. In a way I don’t like having become this obsessed with the world of men, or planning to devote so much time to being around them. But I have become addicted to having money.

Also, she’s a ho because she did fancy me.

And then for whatever ho reasons saw fit to lead me on, then turn around.

That’s a proper ho right there.

She will live a ho’s life, and die empty.

Which is a shame because there is gold in that soul.

Yeah, God bless her.

I think you know I’m not the piece of shit you make me out to be. But I understand your position perfectly. Anger is easier.

Like women aren’t dangerous too. Jumping to conclusions and then gossiping behind those same “moron’s” backs, making up all kinds of stories and turning them into “facts”.

Are you going to tell me that doesn’t happen?

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You know, thinking back, I probably could have taken an emotional step back and pursued her.

Huh.

Why… why was thay so invisible to me until right now?

I think you are here hating on me and men in general because of your own hang ups.

It’s not a cycle in my life because I’m cursed, it’s a cycle in my life because I do it to myself.

Oh shiiiiiiiiiit.

Faaaaack.

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My emotions get out of whack. They are very strong and drown out reality.

Holy shit.