On Pornography

“Porn and brain.” People complain about porn and brain, meanwhile ignore other things that probably effect the brain much more. For example I feel that computer work has turned me into a giganerd young sheldon autist. i already was a nerd young sheldon autist but now i feel more so, i already felt rarely wanting to socialize with normies and now i have become a gigagenius wanting to socialize even less with normies.

Like when i work at the computer i start to get adhd and can’t even focus on what i’m doing and feel absent minded. more absent minded than marijuana and i dont even remember what i was doing a minute ago. the type of work i do i would recommend to have 175 iq and even AI is not smart enough to do it, except i do not have 175 iq actually. If someone had 175 iq they might be able to do the work perfectly fine and not get distracted or airheaded like i do.

more than the air-headedness i also get depressed and gloomy when i work, i get distracted and start to dwell on all the people that let me down and they are like ghosts that haunt me, like a cartoon episode where the protagonist is told a bunch of gloomy and insulting things to keep them down and depressed.

then there’s also neck pains i have a special pillow to help but even then i get some neck pains after a fews hour or so. i have no clue how anybody is able to work full time at computer-jobs. our entire society is a farce, if working part-time doesn’t get me enough money to escape inceldom then so beit, i will rather die an incel than work full-time to get some wife who is only with me for my money and work ethic. and also then stuck having to raise kids and pay child support. i am already too busy everyday for that

the joke is probably on society besides, there will probably be robot wives of high quality. right now the robot wives are uncanny and i dont find them appealing. VR might be a better route but there is no haptics. or there is just 2D porn

as for masturbation what i wanted to say earlier. In ancient times, “normal” people didn’t masturbate, masturbation was reserved for slaves. in modern society almost everyone are metaphorical slaves. In ancient society sex was something that someone “does” to a person, like an act of sex, therefore penetrative and masculine. The “normal men” in ancient society would have heterosexual and homosexual sex, but always as top, being a top was a symbol of status. masturbation was only for slaves and the lower class. But since everyone in modern society are metaphorical slaves or lower class, then you might as well have porn to go with it. Whenever someone makes an argument that “porn is not natural” they don’t factor into consideration how our society is already not natural compared to natural societies.