Am I the only one on this site who isn’t a substance abuser, gone out of my way to always avoid using this stuff? Drinking booze, needles, snorting, rolling, weed, cigarettes, pills, bongs…
Its a rather pointless activity, doesn’t sound wise to fuck up your brain, internal organs, reproductive systems, all to make yourself unhealthy.
Sometimes I drink Green Tea, I buy these “true lemon” packets off Amazon.com. I’m pondering drinking some tonight. I get really wild while reading, got a text on medieval mathematics. No, not wild… that’s my limit. I wouldn’t push pass caffeine. I avoid pain medications like it’s the plague.
I am more than capable of having a “bad trip” experiencing bad things, and “feeling good” experiencing good things, in concrete reality, triggered naturally, through life experiences. I don’t have a need to synthetically substitute reality, beyond using my natural chemicals in my body. I can find excitement reading, watching something on my Kindle, or getting my ass up and exploring, engaging with reality, people, places.
I would get very angry if someone tried to get me high, slug them. I find it repulsive, I’m quite happy being me. If I want to expand my consciousness then I apply myself, and do so. I have a wonderful inner world, very vibrant imagination and self control in manipulating it’s flow.
If your taking drugs, your just quitting life, trying to Dodge who you are, weakening yourself, making yourself sterile, quitting life. Its a deeply pointless existence. Those guys in India who live their whole lives cleaning untreated sewers have a higher existence than a substance abuser.
Far more dignified than…
That guy in the sewer at least has the dignity of having a place in society, a wife and kids to go home to, not being wacked out and suicidal over nothing.
He is far up higher the totem pole of life than a wasted drug addict, and if you take drugs, and keep taking them, that’s all that is going to happen… one day you’ll be alone, at the end of every rope, contemplating ending it. Why would anyone seek that absurdity out?
It is the inevitable end if you get started, and especially if you want to keep with it. How on earth is damaging your body possibly beneficial?I to you, save in some twisted, self defeating sense? Its much better to just try to live, and do better, or at least when everything is going wrong, to do no worst intentionally to yourself. Always look at the universe wide eyed and sober, in full appreciation as God intended.